After Quotes and Memories

#129

~Harry~

"This isn't just some game to me, not this time. I love her, I really love her. I love her more than I can even begin to tell you because I don't even understand it myself. I never thought I could or would ever feel this way. All I know is that she is my only shot at happiness, if she leaves me I will never recover. I won't mum. She is the only chance I have to not be alone the rest of my life. I don't know what the fuck I did to deserve her, nothing I know, but she loves me. Do you know how that feels to have someone love you despite all the fucked up shit you do? I am nothing compared to her. She is way to good for me and she loves me. I have no fucking clue why but she does. She is always there for me mum, she always forgives me even when she shouldn't, she always says the right thing, she calms me but challenges me, she makes me want to be a better man. I know I am a shitty person, I know that. I have done so much shit but Tessa can't leave me. I don't want to be alone anymore and I will never love anyone again. She is it for me. I know it. She is my ultimate sin mum, and I will gladly be damned for her." I am out of breath by the time I finish and my mums cheeks are wet and she is staring right behind me.

I turn to find Tessa with her hands at her sides, her eyes wide and her cheeks just as wet as my mums.

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Guys I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while (chapter wise). I have no excuse for it so I'll try to get it done more.