This stupid world.

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I was talking to my mother, she was worried.
She noticed that I wasn't happy anymore. She heard me crying every night when I was going to sleep.

"I want you to tell me the truth" she said with a worried look on her face.
"Tell me how you feel"

I looked at her with anger in my eyes.
"You won't understand" I told her.
"Tell me" She said and I looked down on the ground. We were outside and it was raining.
"Can we go home first?" I asked and she shook her head.
"Talk to me. Tell me how you feel" She said and I sighed.
"There is nothing to say" I told her and I looked up at her again.
"You haven't been eating and I haven't seen you smile in weeks" She told me and I could see the tears in her eyes. Or maybe it was the rain.
"I'm fine!" I lied. "There is nothing to say!"
"If we go home you are going to eat with me!" she said. I shook my head.
"I'm not hungry" I told her.
"Baby, you need to eat." She said. But I didn't want to eat. I just wanted to go home and sleep and never wake up again. I wanted to leave this stupid world forever. I wanted to die.

(A/N.
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