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☁ 7 ☁

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"y/n, he'll be fine. He will eventually be himself again and forgets about everythi-"

"NO, MARK! IT WAS MY FAULT THAT I KNEW HE LIKED ME BUT INSTEAD I MADE HIM FEEL LIKE HE WAS PLAYED! I-...i cant let him be like this, i dont know what the hell is wrong with me"
I sobbed in marks arms while everyone was just looking at me feeling sorry.

Wonyoung rubbed my back, she was worried about me and was the one who knew things first.

"y/n-ah, maybe if you're ready you can talk to him and sort things out but i advice you that you should talk about it to jaemin first"
Wonyoung stared at me worriedly.

"you're right, i cant cry like this all the time. Its useless, whats useful is me making actions towards this mess. Thank you, wonyoung. Thanks, guys...for comforting me, i feel like a little baby"

They laughed at what i said and continued decorating for the ball,
renjun heard that one of the guards saw jaemins car was coming so they hurriedly closed the ballroom and acted like nothing happend.

"hi, princess"

Jaemin kissed my forehead and said hi to the others.

"jaemin...can we talk?"

I gestured him to come with me to the bedroom and so i began to tell him everything.

He predicted haechans feeling but he didnt know that it would be like this, he told me that its okay and i have to go after him. So i did.

I tried searching for haechan and even asked the others, the maids, the guards if they had seen him.

I was tired of running everywhere but i couldnt give up.

"She no longer needs me neol wonhal surok nae hyeonshireun geochireojigo isseo"

Haechans voice...the voice i never realized was actually the most angelic one.

But where is he?

I tried to concentrate to his voice and i kept getting back to the same place all over and over again.

Rooftop...

I was so stupid to forget about the rooftop, i immediately went there and saw him looking up to the sky and closing his eyes.

I was about to go to him but stopped.

"seonggeubhan nae gobaege modeun ge eoryeowojilkka bwa?"
(what if my rash confession makes everything harder?)

I widened my eyes feeling guilty and sad, i was the stupid one...not him.

"you werent the one who made everything hard, haechan"

He stopped singing and turned around to look at me, i saw his red puffy eyes making me feel more bad.

"sometimes i like to read your mind because i had interest in you, i knew informations because of you. I knew peoples feelings because of you...even your own feelings"

He sobbed and turned his back on me while staring at the forest.

"i should have not fallen for you"

His words made me feel...upset?
I felt like stabbed right in the chest but that wasnt the point.

"you're here because you're in danger, our jobs were supposed to protect you. But instead...chenle, jaemin, and i fell for you, i knew damn well you will end up with- *sigh*...the point is..."