Ruins (Loki x male reader)

Chapter 4

I just realized that I've been writing this chapter in the wrong point of view🤷🏾‍♀️. Should I fix it?
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As soon as I tried to touch the wheel, I was pushed into another dream.

I looked around confused before seeing my father in front of me with figurines.

I looked down at my hands and saw I had some too.

"Boom! Crash! The villian goes down!"

The little figurines stood still as my dad and I crashed them against each other.

He dropped the figurine and started to make pretend dying noises.

I laughed looking at his over exaggeration.

He peeked one eye open and sat up from the floor.

"Wanna play again?"

I nodded shaking my head.

We played for what seemed like hours and now he was tucking me to sleep.

When he finished and walked out of my toy cluttered room, I began crying.

I knew this was a dream and really wished it was reality.

When I opened my eyes I saw my father's body lifeless and pale on the floor.

My heart started to hurt.

I held my chest looking at his body and turned my head to the side.

It wasn't my fault.

Even though I was just a kid when he died I still blame myself for his death.

He wouldn't have been on that road if it wasn't for me.

I squeezed my eyes shut and pulled at my hair, it was getting harder to breathe by the second.

I could feel myself getting colder I sunk deeper and deeper into the guilt that had been suppressed inside me.

It was my fault.

I did this.

He's dead because of me.

The tears seemed to flow down my face like a river and I opened my eyes to see darkness all around me.

The ground made small puddle like sound as I stepped through the murky back water.

The water began to rise as I ran faster and faster trying to escape whatever was trying to get me.

The water was up to my head and then it fully engulfed me.

I could feel myself sinking deeper and deeper as I watched all the air escape out of my lungs.

Chains wrapped themselves around my body pulling me deep into the abyss.

I turned my body to face whatever was pulling me and saw a skeleton with a deers skull on its head pulling me.

My eyes went wide as I tried to scream and I let out all the air in my lungs.

-Out of  dream-

When I awoke I saw our maid, Rosa, crying over my body.

Her head was heavy on my chest and constricted my breathing and I thought,

This is why I couldn't breathe.

I lifted up my arm patting her head as I shakily before I truly died of suffocation,