Chapter 1

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by GotaLoveNY

by GotaLoveNY

*Riley's Pov*

"Riley!"I heard the high pinched voice of my mother calling me from downstairs."I'm up!No need to yell woman.My god,whats wrong with ya?"I shouted the first part at her,but the last part I had said to myself."You better be,or else I will come upstairs and drag you by the ear out of that bed.So help you god."I quickly got out of the bed and into the shower because,I mean I don't wanna die on the first day of school.I mean later on,ya that's fine.Because then people will be worrying about me.But now...I mean,anint nobody would be worrying about me.

Any who,once I got in the shower I found out mother nature had come.I mean why?Why women,why not men?I mean us woman get a gift from mother nature every month for a week,when we lose our v-card we cant walk for a couple days,and we give birth to children(and I bet that hurts like a bitch)and we gotta breast feed them children.All the pain they get is when they get kicked where the sun don't shine,because its to small.Okay back to where we were,when I got out I had to walk out of my room down the hall to getme my pads.Naked.You know why?Because I forgot my towel and I was too stupid to get a towel from my room on the way out.

Im so sorry.As you can see I get distracted very easily.So ya...I finished getting ready and all and was just about to walk out the door when..."Hey loser hows it going?You still wishing to be pretty and popular?"Oh my god,are you kidding me?Why dose my brother have to pick on me too?I mean I get enough of it already from everyone from school,and now home too?And he never cared.He knew since the beging what they were doing to me,yet he never said anything.He knows I cut,and what dose he do?He encourages me to kill myself.Don't get me wrong,I have tried to do so but obviously I have failed.Miserably."Hey loser,I'm talking to you."I didn't answer."Fine.Be that way,but just so you know as soon as you get to school,it going to be hell for you."God,why didn't I answer him when I had the chance?

As I was walking to school I decided to skip and head to my favorite secret place.My apartment.yes,I have an apartment.No its not here in the Bronx,its actually in Mahttan.Once I got to my apartment it was 11.It always took me 1 hour to get here.My school starts at 10,but I usually leave at 8 and get there at 8:30.I get there early to help out my teachers and if they don't need help than I just sketch.Oh my god.I just realized that I have not introduced my self to you guys.My name is Riley O'Connor,I'm 17 years old,my favorite color is neon green,I am bullied,and I know celebrity's.My favorite color is neon green because...it is.I'm bullied because I'm classified as the schools nerd.Also because my best friend since dippers stopped being my best friend in 7th grade.And i know celebrities because I randomly meet 5sos and 1d while they were on tour and i was taking a walk to the bridge,to you know...drown.

"Hey Niall!How are ya?"I asked Niall while jumping onto the couch."I'm good.The rest of the boys will be back soon.They went to get lunch....Speaking of lunch shouldn't you be at school right now?"Man I thought I could have gotten away with them thinking I don't have school today.Maybe I can lie.I know its wrong but,I don't want them to know the reason why I skipped."Are you okay Nialler?Because I don't have school for another week."I hope he believes me,I don't need to be questioned right now."Riley,I'm not stupid.Plus you told me last night that today was the first day of school."he said with a semi board expression."Alright,I skipped school.There happy?"I replied defeated.My god can these boys make me say/do anything.I hate it."No.I'm not happy Riley.I'm just worried about you.I don't want anything happening to my baby sister."he said while practically chocking me in a really tight hug.And yes you read correctly.They call me there baby sister.Were all close since the incident that all most happened the night they meet me,they have become rally protective.Always saying they don't want me to get hurt,physically,emotionally,or mentally.

"Hey,Niall.I know you're worried about me and what happens at school.But...right now i don't want to talk about it.I just wanna play Black Ops.Can we do that until the food comes?I asked him with puppy eyes.They absolutely hate when I play violent video games,but I love them."No Niall,look away.Look away.Ugh,fine we could play."He sighed defeated."Ya!!!"

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Ashton POV

God I hate myself.Hi my name is ashton,I'm 17,my favorite color is blue,I bully people,and I'm always regretting one thing.Its the same thing everyday.I have regretted it for 3yeaars.I regret playing a game of truth or dare.And I always will regret that game.

*Flashback*

"Jet,just spin already."Mike complained.We were playing truth or dare.Mike just dared jet to list all the things that turned him on.And Mike did every single one of them,so lets just say Jet is very hard."Fine."replied Jet annoyed to mike.The bottle spin-ed and spin-ed.I just hope it doesn't land on me.If it dose I would have to chose dare.Why?Because if you chose truth that means your pussy.I cant be called pussy,I just cant."Ashton I dare you to...ditch that little bitch friend of yours Riley.And if you don't than you will be pussy and a loser."Jet said so cocky.Wait.What?I cant ditch Riley,we have been best friends since birth.No before birth cause our mothers are best friends."Well come on Ash,are you going to be pussy or,you gonna ditch the bitch?"asked mike."Alright ill ditch her.Not like im gonna miss her.Lie.I will miss her."Good.Alright...spin now."Mike had said impatient.

*Flashback over*

Yea.I know I'm pathetic.I hate my self for doing it to her,but I had to.I couldn't be a loser.At least that's what I thought.But now I wish I had a time travel machine,than I could go back to that game of truth or dare and decline the dare.Be a loser,and have my best friend still my best friend.I try to talk to her,but every time I come close she ends up running away.And than that gets me mad,that's bad because I have anger issues,I'm bipolar,and i have split personality.I hope later on this school year I could fix my relationship with her before we graduate.I hope.

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Authors Note

Hey the first chapter updated!So yea.....DUBAI!!

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