Gone with the wind - Depressed Todoroki One Shots (Major Hitas bc of school)

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WARNINGS: Abuse, self harm, suicidal actions, Todochaco

Uraraka's POV

"TODOROKI-KUN!" I screamed, he had just protected me from an unknown quirk... who knows what it could do! He, for a second, couldn't move but soon collapsed to the ground. A quirk could do all that? His face was bloody, his right arm was covered in frost bite. The members of my undercover agent group ran over. Deku, Bakugo, Iida, Ojiro, Kirishima, and Denki... they looked down at Todoroki. The villain smirked and shouted out three words.

"MEMORIES IN TIME!" Before Kurogiri took her away. I was confused but then we were surrounded in black. It was like a bubble, I looked back down, Todoroki was gone.

"Guys?" I was having a silent panic attack, no one seemed to notice as we were all freaking out. But then a clock, golden rimmed ticking to a steady rhythm appeared. 11:59... 12:00. the darkness faded into memories. Stopping all at once, it was so fast... I could absorb everything.

"GET UP! IF YOU'RE GOING TO BEAT ANY VILLAIN YOU NEED TO USE YOUR FIRE!" Was that a child Todoroki? He looked around middle school years...

"Dad... daddy I can't please! I'm scared!" He was so broken... so hurt... I wanted to cry. His face was covered in bruises, his arm in burns and his eyes over flooding with crystal tears.

"You shouldn't be afraid. If you are... your weak and pathetic." Does his father treat him like that?! What the hell?! The scenery changed...

"I... I can't do it anymore... WHY AM I HERE?!" He looked a little older, around eighth grade...

"What's he talking about?" Deku asked quietly... gripping onto Kirishima's arm.

"I don't know... where even are we?" He voice was quiet.

"I think it's like a memory capsule, opening to reveal all secrets..." Ojiro thought aloud. Iida was holding onto his hand in slight fear. I could only focus on his current state. It was so broken...

"A blade..." Iida whispered, my attention went from Todoroki to the blade, that bloody blade. My eyes traveled to the wrists, slit and bleeding.

"Why am I still alive? I can't do it anymore... I don't want to live like this..." Shoto took in a breath, "I just want to die..." A loud knocking appeared on the door, causing a flinch.

"SHOTO!" It was Endeavor, his loud banging was echoing.

"I guess it's now or never..." Shoto grabbed the blade and slid it against his skin hard. The blood flowed like a river. He smiled and let his head his the bathtub, "I guess this is goodbye..."

I screamed out, without even realizing it. Deku and Kirishima were crying, Bakugo was stiff and Ojiro and Iida couldn't process what we had just seen. This is what it's like to see someone at such an all time low... there was one more scene that we got to see. It was present Todoroki. I never thought I would see this sight. He was shirtless, but covered in burns, bruises, and cuts. Bandages were wrapped around the upper part of his body, leaving some injuries clear and easy to see.

"Honestly... why couldn't I have just died?" The words shattered my heart. A phone started to buzz. He picked it up, "Dabi?"

"But this was before our undercover mission..." Iida whispered, "How is he in contact with Dabi?!"

"Hey lil bro... just checking in."

"How are you doing?"

"Good, I want to say goodbye."
"What?"

"I... I'm done with it all."

"Wait... NO!"
"I'm sorry Sho"
"No... it was supposed to be us two! We were going to jump together!"

"Dabi's his brother?" Bakugo hissed out.
"Jump to-together?" I choked out. Tears were pouring down my face.

"Do you want my to wait?"

"YES! Dabi, I'll meet you there today. Okay?"

"Understood, see you soon." The call ended as Todoroki ran out the door. Shoji, Mina, Tokoyami, and Momo looked shocked seeing him run. Running so freely. There it was, the bridge... Dabi stood there in his hoodie. Shoto wearing something similar. They climbed over the edge and leaped off, a hand caught Todoroki.

"Let me go..." He cried out, "Please!" But the person pulled him over. It was a police officer.
"Why did the villain forc-"
"IT WAS MY OWN DECISION!"

"Well, you need therapy."

"NO. You could have let me die with him! We've been planning it out!"

"No kid, now come on." The police officer dragged him away. In his office he grabbed a ruler and slapped him on the back of the neck, hitting a pressure point and knocking him out. He was placed in a small closet, when we woke up. Panic rose.

"Damn it... damn it.. come on..." His breathing started to rapidly increase as panic filled him, he slammed the closet door open, and ran. He walked into his house and grabbed a blade, cutting. One, two, three, seven, then fifteen. He didn't stop. But it didn't work... the bubble popped, we landed on the ground. Mr. Aizawa was searching for us with the rescue group, Todoroki was missing. They let out a yelp when we landed.

"Where did you go?!" Momo screamed, running to hug me.

"Huh?"

"You popped out of some invisible bubble!"

"That's where we were..." I mumbled.

"Where's Todoroki?" Mr. Aizawa demanded to know. We exchanged glances.

"We don't know..." Kirishima shouted back, "We went through his memories!"

"Huh?"

"WE NEED TO FIND HIM. NOW." Denki sounded so serious it shocked us all. We began to search, then we heard a cry and ran over. Shoji was holding Todoroki, still unconscious but regaining it slowly. His shirt was burned off and we could see all the cuts and injuries. The rescue group stood shocked. When he opened his eyes, he sat up weakly.

"Todoroki-kun?" I asked him... hoping he was okay.

"Uraraka-san?"
"You okay?"
"I... I'm not 100% sure."

"Well, we'll help you out." The rescue team helped us all out, leaving me to help Todoroki.

"Uraraka-san?"

"Mhm?"
"Thank you..."

"No problem..."

"I mean for everything... you've been the one to stay behind for me when no one else would."

"No problem Todoroki-kun."

"That's good to know..."

"Huh?"

"Nothing... just really like you." Did he say he had a crush on me?!
"Me too..." He quickly kissed my cheek before passing out again, I turned red as a cherry.

In the hospital, I stayed with him day and night. My favorite moment was watching Up with Todoroki, he smiled at so many parts. Right before I fell asleep next to him, I heard him whisper something.

"Love you with all my heart... Ochaco"