Love It or Leave it

PAID IN FULL

........HAWAIIAN..........

I can't believe she would say some shit like that she knows her parents love her and we're trying to do what was best. But what she didn't know was that her momma tried to reach out to her, and find a way to contact her. Her momma still loved her but momma jazz wasn't letting her new addition to the family get hurt by her past anymore and honestly I don't blame momma for being there for cari. I walked up the stairs to Cari's room only to her the sounds of her muffled snores through the door. Her ole dirty ass went to sleep without taking a shower but of course she was unintentionally hurt by the words I let come out of my mouth. I go to my room and get my boxers a pair of gym shorts and a wife beater to put on when I get out of the shower. When I get to the bathroom I adjust the water to be hot just the way I like it. I then strip down and let the water beat down on me. I finally get out and dry off then I get dressed and brush my teeth. "Hawaiian" I heard momma call me. She was in cari's room. "Ma'am" I said walking towards her voice. "Get in here boy Carielle just spilled some deep shit!"  I laughed a little under my breath while I opened the door my momma was a hot ass mess. "Hawaiian why didn't you tell me my momma contacted y'all" cari said with tears streaming down her face "why didn't you tell me meme jazz I thought she wasn't worried about me and she didn't want to be a family anymore even though I won't leave yall I would still like to know". "See I told you deep shit anyway cari we didn't tell because we ain't know how u was gon react we can't just up and be in the middle of a damn conversation and just up and say O cari yo bitch ass meme wants to talk to you but you can't because I don't want you to leave me and be with the bitch that put you here in the first place. While momma was saying this I was trying to come up with an excuse. "Ummm I didn't tell you cari because I knew you were going to act like an emotional female". I came up with quickly "and me and momma wanted to do something for you while your birthday was coming and we ain't want that bitch to mess shit up". momma smacked me in my head "boy don't be talking all that shit if anybody is gone call that woman a bitch in this house it will be me and nobody else you got that" she said seriously. "yes ma'am I said rubbing my head Ima light skinned nigga that shit is gonna leave a big as bruise. Cari was just sitting there like her everything was paralyzed. I'm really hoping she believed that lie and that I put on a straight enough face we've been friends since she first came to live with us so I know she call tell when I'm lying. Her face twisted a little then the said "I didn't ask for anything for my birthday but age". "I don't give a fuck we going to Florida for your birthday and u gon have fun and since you gonna be 18 you can finally go to the club and we can go watch the strippers and u can find a way to tip the bitches ooo u can tip they shoes yea yea do that". I said excitedly completely forgetting that my mom was in the room. "WHAT THE HELL HAWAIIAN" momma said "you are not   taking my baby to a strip club yo ole dumb ass don't do that Imma break yo fucking neck you are warned nigga". I bust out laughing at her loose threat. "Get started packing cari cuz yo ass is paid in full". All I need now is to find the money to pay for my ticket cuz no doubt my sissy will stay paid for.