Lost Promises..

Chapter 1 -Emotionally Scarred

Coldwater droplets running down my skinny body structure with blood dripping off onto the drain feeling chills down my back. In silence I cry barely seeing the multiple marks on my skin for though my right eye had been badly swollen, placing my severely bruised hand on my nose due to how much blood was coming out, every teardrop burned as it slowly fell on to the Bruises and miniature cuts on my face, marks of violence on my neck. Mr.Wickham, my stepfather, had raped me. I tried fighting him back but he was too strong, I screamed over and over, My disabled mom who has Apraxia was just in her wheelchair crying. I can see she couldn't do anything and even if she could she would just get abused too. after I took my bath and stuff my nose with little bits of cotton wool I decided to put on my black long sleeve hoodie and I lay on my bed wrapped up in my sheet in the fetal position listening to music I slowly rolled up the long sleeve of my hoodie I looked under my pillow for a miniature blade I had gotten from my broken sharpener. I started to steadily cut my hand with the blade from shallow to a deep cut from my wrist straight down my hand I cut my hand so deep I fell off my bed unconsciously.
*Beep* *Beep* I had heard slowly opening my eyes it was very blurry in my left eye but after five blinks I saw a white light shining into the pupil of my eye I felt major pain in my left hand and my entire body I slowly lifted up my hand and saw my hand had bandages on it and on the vein of my hand there was a needle with a tube I guess people called it "saline" I placed my hand on my face moving it around then I suddenly felt a gaze over my right eye. I gently lifted my body up although I was in excruciating pain. I was in a plain white johnny gown I looked around this place that seems to be a hospital
I mean "patient's room" I tried to get up from the bed then I hear the door of the room
Open it apparently, the nurse had come to check on me..she said Hello Ms.Blair Doctor Paul will come and check on you in the next five mins I nod my head basically saying okay.
I sat there on the bed and watched through a little window that was in the room I was gazing away looking at the beautiful birds fly freely wishing I could have the same freedom I sat there calmly speaking to my self if dad didn't leave mom when she went in that severe car crash caused her to be disabled and running off to marry his, mistress, he had from the beginning of there marriage none of this would of happen he doesn't even be there for me through my rough moments but he always finds time for his stupid oil company and his high-class family. He couldn't even be present at my birthday party...just having his surname "Andersen" makes it worse he only told me lost promises I said to myself and sigh..the door of the room open I slowly turn around see who it was it was that monster my stepfather who I just raped me I screamed Help!! Help!! He came closer and he started to pin me down I tried to move but I was too weak to fight he started to choke me I could barely breathe *gasps* trying to move my feet *gasps*.........the more he squeezes my neck the harder it is to breathe I looked him into the eye with his resentful look he applied more pressure I *gasp*.......
The door swiftly opens as I took my last breath. Well, that's what I thought there it was the nurse and it seemed to be a doctor at the door with her and. The doctor and the nurse both rushed to my safety pulling my stepfather off of me as the doctors grab him off he spit in my face then pursued calling me a stupid whore I was speechless at that instant. At that moment I was left traumatized I looked at him with rage in my eyes and I could see the hatred within him. After the doctor and nurse dealt with my step-father the doctor sat close to me on the bed and pick up a tissue from the tissue box on the small bedside table and wiped off that dirty spit on my face then he pursues to ask me different questions and if I'm alright. I just sat there tight-lipped gaping directly on to the rural white walls. Dr.Paul said hello Ms.Blair then I quietly said yes with my hoarse voice he said are you sure that you're fine I said no with the trickle of tears that fall I started to crying he collected more tissues wiping my face he said everything is going to be alright he's gonna call the police and I'm gonna make a report. I quietly said I was raped at our home Dr.Paul was in shock I could see it on his facial expression he's said it's okay relax and don't stress when you're are in a good condition you're gonna tell the police but meanwhile, I will explain to the police what had happened then you will tell them about the rape situation and think they will prepare his for a pretrial. I sigh deeply Dr.Paul check my heart rate, blood pressure, temperature, my weight, my physical and my eyes.
Just to make sure everything is alright he said everything seems to be fine the swelling around my right eye it will take 3 more days until the swelling heal and with my physical, he prescribes that I will have to go Physical Therapy because my walking Isn't very well. You're going to be admitted 1 week and three days and you will be released Friday morning, I have some good news he said you have a visitor your father Mr.Richard Andersen he's currently outside in that waiting room would you like to see him.

...........Stay tuned for chapter 2

What do you think Blair should Do....?

Is her millionaire father wrong for leaving her and her mom...?

Should Blair and her father better their relationship...?

How many years do you think Mr.Wickham(Blair's stepfather) should get...?

Do you Blame Blairs Mother for her poor choice in me.....?

Did you enjoy chapter one...?