Reader X Twins (ohshc)

the State of Being Glad

TAMAKI'S POV

The day she tells us her story and she's dying. I watch Kyoya as he try's to get a breath out of ___.

"Danm, her heart is fine it's something with her lungs. Danmit ____." Kyoya says worried, he's never like this. Kaoru comes with a doctor and looked at her.

"What's wrong?" The doctor asks Kyoya

"There's something in her lungs!" Kyoya says, he's never been like this. The doctor took her in a surgery as we watched her through a window. I paces back and forth with my hands behind my head watching ____-Senpai once and a while. They stop and I look at the heart monitor to make sure she is alive I watch it as it flat lines I stop breathing ad everyone gasps. "No, ___ not you. ___ wake up, breath, move, something." I cry out and look at the monitor closely, my mind may be playing tricks on me but nothing moves as unlink trying to snap myself out of the trance. "This can't be. Not ___, not now, not my princess." I cry out with tears streaming down my face.
I look over again and see a small heart beat and it grows, she's alive and okay. "Oh, thank you lord." I says looking at her.

KAORUS POV

I look at beautiful ___, her hair on the bed with a smile on her face. Then I think of her words she said last to us. "You'll find out soon." I don't get it, she was always the odd one out but followed the crowd from what she said to us. She was always following in her own style, but everyone miss read her. Maybe we are miss reading her when she is "happy" she's really pained and broken. When she's "sad" she really remembering everything about what makes her happy, then remembers all the wrong things. We can't tell what she fakes or what is real, I guess we will never know.

We follow her back to her room when I ask what happened, water escaped into her lungs and they are draining it out so she can breath.

She has been broken so many times and put down, I wonder what is happy for her. What is the definition of happy? Being uplifted and happy, no it's something more, more like, the state of being of glad of someone or something.

LATER

STILL KAORUS POV

She awakens from her long rest when we all sigh of relief for a second. "You had us scared to death, you were dead for a minute we couldn't take losing you." She smiles,

"So this is happy," she says "the state of being glad of something or someone. It's nice, I forgot how to smile."

"___, earlier you said 'You'll know soon'. Did you mean is it that no one understands what you feel so your not happy when everyone is sad or the other way you just don't know how to deal with that? Making you happy a smiling, it's not that you can't it's just that no one took the time to understand you." I say I stopped myself from rambling on and on. She looked at me confused when she asked everyone to leave so we can speak privately when she told me that I was wright then she was going to ask how I knew but let that slide then she went to hug me but couldn't get her hands up so I kneeled down and hugged her. Then I kissed her cheek as I open up the door again for everyone to come in again, that's when we told her what was happening to her. She looked at the tube in her side draining water from her lungs. I look down at her just thinking how strong she is to keep up with all of this and decide not to die and let go. So strong, so misunderstood, so happy.

~~~writers block please help my ideas are stuck~~~