Down By The Bay✔

Chapter 3

Y/N'S PROV

I'm sorrow? How, what? That doesnt make sense that would mean I'm always sad... But I'm not...
"Its not a known sin. But sorrow is the sin we are destined with." Namjoon said reading the book.
" I'm not sorrow.... Sorrow means feeling of deep distress caused by loss, disappointment, or other misfortune suffered by oneself or others." I said and they all gave me sad look.
"Y/n..... You lost you mom, then your dad, then your brother and sister, and then your grandmother... You even lost your own life...." Yoongi said trying to reason with me.
"H-how did you know that? Inow one knows about my siblings." I said with tears. I couldn't hold back. I missed them, I wanted to see them so bad. Then I realized..... I am sorrow, the unknown sin. They noticed my tears and gathered around me. I run to the mirror and ask
"Why me? Why am I sorrow? Why did I have to go threw all that?" I said screaming to the morrow.
"Calm down honey, You are sorrow not just because what you went threw. But also because you know how to carry yourself since then. You are strong and you dont hide it. You just hide your real feelings. But you still have one man questioning you." I looked up wiping my tears
"What do you mean?"
" Namjoon/pride, doesnt know what love is. You need to spend more time with him, if he stands a chance. He knows he has to love you but he doesnt know how." I was confused I thought I explained it to him.....
"And going in individual dates isnt going to help. They are all going to fight over who is first... Try doing what they like, hanging with all them." I nod and head out. I see Namjoon looking at me with a pity look.
" I'm sorry for all you have been threw." He said putting his head down.
" Its in the past. Like you said they can vist. Right?" Everyone nods.
"Now, I'm going to spend some time with Namjoon and when we come back we are going to do something everyone wants to do. So when we come back it needs to be decided." I said before grabbing Namjoon by the hand and dragging him to the elevator and clicking the number 4." Then I looked at him because he needed to verify. He looked at me confused.
" How did you know that world was mine?"
"Its very easy to pick up what number yall are." I said laughing then look at him, but he was smiling at me.
"If your sure, okay then... Its not as nice as the others. They say my world is boring." He said frowning. We arrive at a world full of books. If I'm being honest I love it, I love to read and write. When I'm not cooking.
"I love it!!!" I said hugging him...
"O-oh okay then.. Want to read something together?" He said kinda hugging me back
"Have any paranormal books?" Then he dragged me to a whole room with like hundreds of book cases.
"Yes this room is filled with paranormal books. Pick any you want." I looked at him with wide eyes and run around he tries to keep up so he can help if needed.
"You sure you want to read all of those?" He looked at me with a confused expression.
"Want to read them with me.? I'll read it out loud." I say grabbing his hand.
"Please?"
We go and sit on his couch bed this and I start reading.
"I think I know what love is" He said then kissed me.
We both turn to tomatoes.
"Let's read my girl"