love. || josh x anthony.

CHAPTER 2

ANTHONY - shut up

i woke up and waited patiently but weirdly for josh to come back and it was really scary cause he was moving back in. last time he left i felt like he was leaving forever and now he's actually here and back for awhile i guess i don't really know how long he's staying or if he's leaving again so i can just cherish the memories i'll have with him and not worry about him leaving.

it was eventually 1pm and he still wasn't here yet so i decided to just go on with my day. i went to the bathroom and did the usual as in brushing my teeth,showering,doing my hair,etc. i went out and grabbed my phone and my keys. i walked out the door and to my car starting it up i pulled out the aux and started to play some music and started to drive off.

while driving i got a call from josh.

"hello?"

"hey i'm on the way to your house do you need anything while i'm coming?"

"um no i'm fine but i won't be home for a few minutes so you'll have to wait until i get there."

"alright bye."

i couldn't imagine seeing him again. he seemed like he wasn't even real almost but i missed him and he hates waiting so i just tried to hurry up and do the things i needed to do so i could leave and go to him but it took longer than i thought it would i knew he'd be upset when i got home.

i eventually got home and josh was sitting in his car on his phone until he heard me.

"where have you been?"

"i-i i was shopping i-i'm sorry."

"stop being scared i'm not gonna hurt you."

"o-okay um okay i'm sorry."

i walked to the door with josh behind me. i was so nervous i forgot what key i was supposed to be getting to even open the door.

"do you want help?"

"n-no i'm fine."

"alright."

he decided not to say anything as i eventually got the key and opened the door. we both walked in while smelling the house it somehow smelt like winter even though it wasn't winter my house always smelt like it. i walked back to the car to get my groceries and come back to put them away while doing that josh sat on the couch and began to watch tv. i knew i wouldn't last long with him here i just need to tell him how i feel but if i do he won't like me back the same so i'll be embarrassing myself. i walked back inside the house closing the front door behind me and locking it i went to the kitchen.

"hey would you like to eat some take-out for today or what?"

"oh um i don't know."

"well make up your mind i don't have all day."

even though josh was mean half of the time it only made me love him more.

"yeah sure um yes we can do that."

"alright i'll go get it you just stay here and do what you need to do."

"okay."

he walked out the door closing it behind him i immediately took out my phone and called jaden.

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yes this chapter is stupid.

yes i did rush myself to write this because people kept telling me to update and yes i did cry because i couldn't write this chapter like i wanted to.

i'm sorry this isn't what you expected and wanted from me i could do so much better but i'm just not in the mood for this and it's 2 am i just wanna sleep.