love. || josh x anthony.

CHAPTER 3

ANTHONY - not edited.

waiting for josh to come back was scary i really didn't know what would happen when he came back and i didn't know how he was feeling or what he'd think.

after awhile i decided to call jaden.

FACETIME CALL WITH JADEN :

"hello?"

"hey jay i'm sorry i'm calling so early but i'm just scared."

jaden gets up and goes to the bathroom to brush his teeth and do his hair and stuff.

"so what's wrong ant?"

"i don't know i just feel weird like i can't really get my words out around him. i can't do this it's different now. i'm more in love with him than i've ever been before. he's even mean to me and i'm still in love with him. jaden please i don't feel like myself anymore."

"well maybe try to talk to him or something maybe it'll-"

"are you crazy?! i can't talk to him i can barely get a word out."

"ant you need to control yourself you know he loves you yeah? so stop being shy and just talk to him."

"but i can't he-"

"he's right behind you i'm sure or if i'm not then i don't know what i just saw."

"what- no jay your being crazy he's not behin-"

josh was standing in the door way looking at his phone with the food bag in his hand.

"so are you done on the phone or what?"

"no i have to tell jaden i-"

"no your done."

josh walks over to me and takes my phone and hangs up the call.

"it was bullshit anyways but here's your food."

"s-so you heard my whole conversation w-with him?"

"no not all of it i just go home so nah."

"but you did hear about the-"

"yes anthony i heard about the part where you like me n shit it's not that big of a deal i already knew."

"y-you knew! why didn't you say anything?!"

"because you look cute when you talk to me and i wanted you to tell me yourself."

he picks up his water and takes a sip of it while i'm just freaking out like he knew he actually knew i liked him my life was over.

"anthony calm down i'm not mad or anything i like you too."

"but you- w-wait you l-like me?"

"well yeah why do you think i came back when jaden told me about you being sad and shit i knew i had to come back cause i missed you."

"r-really?"

"well yeah what else was i gonna do? just let you be sad? nah i'm not like that."

"i'm so happy you aren't like that anymore."

i don't think he caught the last part but he did pick up his food and leave my room. he sat at the table and started eating while scrolling on his phone like nothing had happened.

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THIS IS SO STUPID WHO LET ME WRITE THIS PLS HELP OMG ALSO IM SORRY YOU HAVE TO READ THIS ITS REALLY JUST ANNOYING AND BORING