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Ok so like it seems mostly everyone has made up their minds about PM.

I honestly am so conflicted. Like I don't know what to think about this anymore. There were some dms between Edwin and this girl and apparently he admitted to the things he's been accused of. Some people say its fake some people say its real. Idk whats the truth or not anymore. Some say the girl is still lying others say its lexi and some just canceled the boys.

I'm still in that shock mode. Like im still tryna figure out how we went from talking about how we could be getting new music to this. This happened so quick. And some of y'all probably think I'm being fake because of what I said on my message board but that was after Edwin's live. Then these dms pop up and im stuck again. I always pictured like a couple years later that pm would make a post saying that after a long adventure and meeting fans and new experiences they were disbanding and going solo. That's how I pictured the end of prettymuch. Not this shit.

And ik some of y'all say well you don't know how a celebrity is behind closed doors and that's true but its like we really don't that much except for screenshots and tweets and a live and what both parties have claimed. My mom always told me if there's a situation with someone only you, the person the issue is with and god know the truth.

This situation is very difficult for me personal as i have been through something like this.and I feel guilty that I'm not certain on who to believe. Ik that if people didn't believe me I would feel some type of way. Its like I don't wanna believe this is actually true but I don't wanna say the girl is lying because I simply don't know who's telling the truth. And before you attack me and say you should always believe the victim first ik but for some reason its hard to know.

This isn't the first time they have been accused of something like this. And those time when they were it was proven that it was false. So I'm like is it another one of those things or is this really happening.

I just this so much and people are saying pick a side and all this stuff. Then its like my books. I was supposed to update two of them today but I'm not so sure people would read it and I don't want people attacking me.

If this makes u think I'm scared and can't handle being attacked then yeah your right. I don't wanna be attacked because I'm conflicted. Ik it probably makes me seem dumb since I always reply to stuff or defend people and things like that but I am not that strong emotionally im already dealing with shit mentally. No that is not an excuse. I simply am just saying don't attack me for this post. This is a lot to take in.

And before some one says oh u dont understand because your young just know this young girl does understand.

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