Pages I turn,
I write on a fresh sheet,
Your name across,
The pain you've caused.
I scream in vain,
Why is it always me?
Why do I come to this exact spot?
Is this where it has to end?
Turning pages,
You're part of my pain,
But part of my temporary happiness,
Why can't you choose me when you decide?
I felt a rush,
Maybe it was a lie,
An illusion,
Wake me up from this nightmare.
Diving head first into my feelings for you,
Hoping to continue,
To be the best version of myself,
As when I learned your patience with me.
Can I Quit You,
Quit this torture of going in circles with you,
You dont have to fight for me,
If I never meant anything to begin with.
