“I laid in bed my hands covering my eyes as I cried. I knew the minute the radio Dj said the next song was from one directions new album I should have shut the radio off, that the song would flood memories into my head. But the minute the song began to play I froze, my hands went numb and the room grew silent, just the sound of the soft guitar. Moments after the song started I began to cry, just the fact that it was there song was bad enough, I knew the minute i herd his voice I would lose it, it didn’t even matter what the song was actually about. However that's not what happened at all I didn’t even hear his voice because I was so over taken by the words “Can't believe your packin your bags,Tryin so hard not to cry...Don't promise that you're gonna write. Don't promise that you'll call. Just promise that you won't forget we had it all.” Then came the chorus, Niall was singing, not that I wasn’t crying all ready. “Cause you were mine for the summer, now we know its nearly over. Feels like snow in September. But I always will remember you were my summer love, you always will be my summer love...” As the song continued so did the tears, by the end of the song i was curled up in a ball crying my eyes out. “That’s one directions new song Summer Love,off there new album Take Me Home, that one must really hit home for Niall Horan, who wrote the new track. I wonder who’s Niall’s summer love” I couldn’t take it any more I hit the button, turned the radio off and continued to cry. That song hit home all right, it home hard and right in the chest. Making the person I’d been trying so hard to forget fill my mind, with thoughts and memories of them now floating around in my head, I just wanted Niall to walk through the door and wrap me up in his strong arms and make me feel safe, and tell me every thing was going to be all right. There was no more denying it, its what I wanted sense day one.”
I had met Niall at the beginning of summer, by chance and it just fell into place perfectly, there were the ups and downs but we all ways pulled through, stronger on the other end. I spent my summer touring the world with him and my four best friends, what could be better? However the tour along with summer was coming to an end and I would have to go back to America, I had commitments and school. Niall would have to go back to London and start working on the second album, he be doing a lot of recording, promoting, and interviews. He had his life and I had mine, and they just didn’t fit together. We were so busy living in the present, that we forgot about the future and how it was going to change after summer was over, I tried to think of a way for it to work but couldn’t, our lives were too different. That's what I told Niall, it was the hardest thing I’ve ever done, to walk away form some one you loved... with all of your heart...
This is the story of the best moments of my life, spent with the most amazing people every. This is the story of the summer that changed my life and what happened after, and what's to come. How it molded and shaped me into who I am today, the live lessons I learned, and all the crazy things I did to get her.
