days passed
tinetext ko si shan. gusto ko lng sana samahan niya ako sa national bookstore. pra bilihin ung she's dating the gangster book, but he didn't answer my text..
siguro nga iba na talaga pag may barkada kna..
i didn't hear any news about him,he doesen't text me,i didn't see him in school either.
i wonder how he doing? , i went to visit him at his house but he asn't there...
I MISS MY BESTFRIEND, I MISS SHAN SO BAD , the man whom i secretly love.
.I feel so down. dont know what to do. im look like a idiot. ..
........
until..............
i saw shan. .. pero hindi na siya ung shan na, maingay, good boy kung tignan.. ngayon kc. iba na siya pumorma. tpos may may headset pa siya. i thought. shan has been change...
i walked close to him, tinangal ko kung headset na naka pasok na tenga niya.. and i said trough my self. magiging masaya ba ko dahil nakita ko na siya o magiging malungkot ako kc nag bago na siya.. ohh well,,, di ko na alam
me:shan... ano ba tlga ngyayari sau.
shan;bkit????? wala
me;: anong wala, ? meron , meron kang tinatago skn eh
shan: what do i have to tell you ?
me: bkit di kna nag ttext.. bat di kna nag paparamdam..
then i cryed
then he walk away. hinabol ko siya habang pinupunasan ko ung mata ko,
SHAN.... SHAN. and i hold his shoulder .he turn around and i said.. ano ba tlgang ngyayari sayo?
he look at me like he doesent care..
shan; why do you care so much about my life? sino kaba? ano ba kita? kaibigan lng kita at wala kang karapatan pra pake -alam ang personal life ko..!
im so confused, dont know whaat to do . im SPEECHLESS . tma nmn kc siya sino ba nmn ako? sino ba nmn ako ? pra pake-alaman ang buhay niya. im just his bestfriend .thats it..
he left me and never showed himself to me. anymore. i didn't text him, i never visited him at his house either..
two week passed by. . nabalitan ko na sinugod daw si shan sa ospital in grave conditon.. kailangan ba talaga bugbugin pag kasali sa frat? sino ba kc nag pauso nyan... ? i meant to broken ,feeing down ,feeling fanic. SHOCKSSSSS.. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO..
tinakbo ko ang ospital may kapitan lang kc smin.. tskaa wala na akong masakyan. as in panic overload.. i looked every door i see.. umiiyak ako sa sobrang pag aalala. di ko tlga alm kung an gagawin ko..
:'(
and finaly i saw his cousin. and i entered into that room..
O.o :'(
the nurse covering shan with a white fabric..... i cry. cry, cry .cry. and cry.... his cousin try to cheer me up but he cant,.. i never stop crying. hinawakan ko ang kamay ni shan.. hAbang tinitigan ko ang bangkay nya.. and i said. i love you i love you so so much shan.... :'(
and his cousin poked me and handed me shan's phone..
ON TEXT
BROD. DONT YOU DARE COME NEAR TO MY BESTFRIEND . I DID WHAT YOU ASK ME. I'LL DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT. THAT OK RIGHT? DONT HURT FLORENCE COZ I LOVE HER SO MUCH..
I EMBRACE Him so bad. i cryed. and i tell him that i love him so much too...
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