Previously: I won't lose hope!
Shotos pov
I walk in my room quietly so not to disturb Bakugou. Shihai isn't in here. I sit on my bed excited for what akira has in store for us tomorrow. I'm also hoping I can spare some time with Inasa. I really hope akira doesn't want to have sex! I just really don't think I'm ready for that yet. I look at my phone and see a message from fuyumi and endeavour. I open fuyumi's one first
Fuyumi💕: of course I would love to meet up 😁. How about tomorrow morning because I have work later.
Me: yeah anything that works for you.
Fuyumi💕: okay see you then😁.
Me: okay :) I'll text you when I'm at your house.
Fuyumi💕: okay bye shoto☺️.
Me: bye :)
I look at endeavour's message
Endeavour: you didn't push yourself at all this morning. Come back home when you get this message.
Ugh really?! He wants me to train again. I guess it can't be helped now that I've looked at the message. This is my fault. I never should have opened it. Oh well. Might as well get this over with. I grab my phone and leave going endeavour's house. I quickly look at my phone. It's 6:00. I'm gonna get back late aren't I. I sigh and walk inside.
"Training room." He says with look of disappointment.
I'm too tired to deal with him right now. I'll just corporate so I can leave early.
Akiras pov
I get to my room and see my other roommates.
"Heyyyy akira." One of them says to me. I just nod.
I walk over to my bed and my other roommate shiro gets in next to me and starts kissing me all over eventually moving down to my cock.
"No. Not tonight." I say pushing him off.
"Hmm? You didn't say that this morning." He says smiling smugly
"Is it cus you feel bad for your omega boyfriend? You know I'm better. I can't get pregnant and I won't be so reliant. Betas are better. I'm better!"
"Ugh just... fine whatever. Do what you want."
He smiles and starts sucking me off. I feel bad but I can't stop. Maybe if me and todoroki finally have sex I won't cheat so much. Yeah it's not the first time but it doesn't matter. He doesn't have to know. We only started dating not to long ago anyway. And he's probably doing the same thing.
💮time skip💮Shotos pov
I drag myself out the training rooms.
"You did well today shoto. You will soon be a very successful hero."
And just like that he walks away. I hate this so much. I hate my life. I have to live on though. The good outweighs the bad. I have a loving boyfriend. Great siblings and mother. And also very good friends like Inasa to live for. I can't give up. I dust myself off and leave the house. I'm not too badly hurt. Just a few bruises making the ones from this morning and yesterday even worse. I get back to my room now. It's 9:00 shihai's on his phone and Bakugou is still asleep. I quickly run to the bathroom and lock it behind me. Luckily I don't need bandages just a cold compress. I look over and see my razor blade. I could. Just a little. It would make me feel better. I reach over and stare at the blade.
Do it.
⚠️trigger warning cutting ⚠️
I press the blade against my skin. I shouldn't do this. I have things to live for. But I can't help but feel so hopeless. My pain is never gonna end is it. I carry on cutting myself over and over. It does hurt but in a way it relieves me. I don't know how to describe it. I stop and bandage my self up. I look at the the time and it's 9:30. I spent way to long in here. I leave and see shihai asleep. I tip toe over to my bed and sit down. My phone lights up and I see a text from Inasa.
Inasa💗: well idk if your awake or if your asleep but if you are goodnight!😃 ❤️
I smile at the text
Me: I'm awake and goodnight inasa💗
That's so sweet of him. I really don't deserve him, but I have him. I really want to hang out with him tomorrow. I'll be sure to make time for him. I get into bed and lay down looking at the texts between me and Inasa. I feel my face heat up, and the same feeling in my stomach from those days ago. Ugh why do I feel like this. I don't feel like this around anyone else. Maybe I'm ill. I'll ask fuyumi about this tomorrow. I wrap myself up in my duvet and slowly go to sleep.
Authors notes
What a cheating bastard 😡. More fluff next chapter🥰.
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A soft landing (inatodo)
FanficTodoroki has just graduated from high school and is now in university. Things are getting extra hard as he is now closer to being a pro even though he's an omega. His father Endeavour almost pushes him to the edge when a certain passion loving alpha...
