•That's not my name•

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Previously:
Before I can say anymore he's grabbed my hand and is running off to the cinema.

*3:50 pm. Inasa's pov *

We walk into the cinema and wait in line.

"You wait here and I'll go get snacks."
"Okay!"

Todoroki skips off to the line for snacks.

*4:20 pm. Shotos pov*

We're sitting in the cinema watching the movie. I take a quick glance at inasa and he seems so interested in the movie. It's kinda cute. He looks over at me. Oh no did he see me staring. I'll just quickly look away so he doesn't know.

*inasas pov*

Was todo just staring at me! At me! It should be the other way around. Should I hold his hand? Friends hold hands. Right? I slowly move my hand over to hold his. He looks at me. Ah shit. I've messed up. He hands me the popcorn. Oh he thinks I want the popcorn. How cute. I shake my head and take his hand. He smiles and continues watching the movie. Good thing it's so dark. So he can't see how red my face is.

*5:30 pm. Shotos pov*

We leave the movie theatre laughing

"I love the part when she found out Tim was gay then got killed."
"My favourite part was when she was fighting with the girl and then they both got hit by the truck."

We both laugh. We're just talking about the movie when I get a text from akira.
Akira❣️: can i meet you at your room for your surprise?
Me: yeah I'll start heading back now.
I put my phone away and look back at inasa.

"sorry I have to go now."
"No it's okay. I knew our fun wasn't gonna last for ever."

He pouts.

"Don't say that. We can always meet tomorrow."
"Yeah your right. I'll walk you back."
"You don't have to but okay."

We take a cab back, then walk talking about almost nothing when we get to my room.

"Bye inasa. I'll text you later."
"Yeah! Bye todo!"

He hugs me and walks of. I text akira that I'm at my dorm now.
Akira❣️: are there other people in there?
Umm why is he asking that? I walk inside and look.
Me: yeah just Bakugou.
Akira❣️: oh okay. Then come to my room.
Me: okay.
Ugh. Why did he make me walk all the way here then! Oh well. I make my way to his room and knock. He opens it and smiles

"Hey."
"Hi akira."

I walk inside and hear the door close behind me. I sit on his bed.

"None of your other roommates are here?"
"No they went out drinking."

He sits down by me. We talk a little about our day. It's nice and relaxing. I thought we were going on a date but I guess this is okay too. I don't wanna sound picky. We continue to talk for a little while. He looks fidgety.

"Are you okay?"
"Uhh yeah."

^slight smut warning^

He leans over and starts to kiss me. Why all of a sudden. I guess I don't mind. He pulls away and pushes me on the bed. He climbs on top of me. Woah. This is going way too fast. He starts undoing his belt and pulls down is trousers. Are we really doing this. Now?

"Um wait akira slow down."
"Huh what's the problem?"
"We're going a bit too fast don't you think."

He looks at me for a while, as if he doesn't get the message.

"I'm not really ready... to go all the way..."

He stares at me as he's never heard that statement before. (No he hasn't todoroki. He hasn't 😪)

"Oh um okay. Well we don't have to go all the way then. You can just give me a hand job then. Since I'm hard."
"Umm okay."

He sounded disappointed. But I should at least do this to make him happy shouldn't I.

"Well it's my first time so don't expect anything good."

He pats my head and smiles.

"It's okay. I'm sure you'll be great."

He lies down on the bed.

"Just climb ontop of me then start."

He says. He's so nonchalant about it as if it's not a big deal! Might as well just do what he says. I climb ontop and move my hands to his dick. This feels weird. My stomach is all weird. Not like when I'm around Inasa. It's different. Almost as if I'm gonna be sick. He pulls out his dick. I really don't know how to feel about this. I put my hands on his dick and slowly start to pump. I know how to do this I just don't think I'm good. He keeps moaning so I think I'm doing not so bad.

"Keep going like that."

He says holding my hair. I feel sick. He keeps moaning. It's making me feel uncomfortable. Should I stop. But I don't want him to be mad at me. I speed up my hand in hopes that maybe if I speed up so will he.

"Mmh~ You're doing well."

I just nod. I feel like I'm not allowed to talk. His moans are getting louder. I think he's close.

"Aah. Shiro I'm gonna cum."

Before I can process what he just said he finishes all over my hand. Shiro? That's not my name. I look over at him.

"Shiro?"

He seems to realise that he's called out someone else's name. He looks at me silent. I get up and clean my hand.

"Wait shoto. Don't go."

He gets up and grabs my arm. I don't even know what to think right now. Does that mean he's cheating. I feel sick. Maybe it was just a genuine mistake.

"I feel sick so I'm gonna head back to my room."
"Wait please. Let me explain."
"I-it's fine. I just want some alone time."

I pull away from him and leave. I can't believe this. Maybe I'm overthinking things. We only just started dating and he's already having second thoughts. I get to my room and throw myself on my bed. I feel sick. I need to tell someone about this. But who? I can't tell inasa because he will want to fight akira. Same thing if i tell fuyumi. I'll just keep this to myself. I don't want to burden them with my problems. I close my eyes and try to fall asleep, but...I can't help but think

Am I not good enough?
Did I do something?
How do I talk to him about this?

Why me.

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Authors notes
No thoughts head empty 💆🏾‍♀️🧚🏾✨
Btw if someone cheats on you I say run for the hills and don't look back 🏃🏾‍♀️💨
Did you get the foreshadowing from the chapter 'advice from big sis?' When fuyumis bf kept on getting todos name wrong 😊.
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