Love Behind the Movie (BL)

Camera 15

Chatper 15
Earth Maxi Rominez

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyayare. Ang sakit na ng ulo ko kakaisip if who's the one who spread that photo. If i'm not mistaken,that photo was taken 3 months ago. Sino naman siraulong mangakalkal pa non. 

"Don't think too much" aish!!! who the fuck did that?! 

"I know" napabuntong hininga nalang ako at tumingin kay Bohn. "asan na tayo?" i asked at sabay balik ang  tingin sa script. 

"Page 51"he said. Agad ko ng binuklat. Nanlaki ang mata ko. Napatingin ako kay Bohn. 

"seriously?" tanong ko sakaniya at tumango naman siya saakin. "hindi ba pwedeng ibang parts muna?" i asked. Umiling naman siya. 

"sabi ni Direk by order." sagot naman niya saakin. Napabuga nalang ako ng hangin. Masanay na nga daw ako diba. Napatango nalang ako. This is my job,i need to do this. Relax,Relax Earth. 

"We need Mix here" sabi niya na nagpakunot ng noo ko. "Uhm.ahem" he cleared his throat. "You'll be jealous to him first then we'll argue then y-you know what's going to happen." He bit his lower lip. A small grinned formed to my lips. 

"Ok." i answered. 

I maybe don't like Mix but i can show him what i can do. I want to see his reaction when i kiss Bohn in front of him. I want to laugh on my own thoughts. 

"so this is what you're going to do" the mentor said and instructed us kung anong dapat naming gawin. Sinet nila yung kunwaring location which is room and park. Sa nabasa ko sa script,they will be kissing then i'll see it. Whatever. I'll just do what i need to do. This is a job. 

"Can you leave him?For me?"  he said with a pity eyes. napa-eyeroll nalang ako dito sa gilid habang pinapanood sila.

"No,I love him.I don't love you. Which part of I love Him ang hindi mo naintindihan?" Bohn said and grabbed Mix Hands. Napakunot ang noo ko. Wala yun sa script ah. "Please Let me go." he said and smiled a bit with pity eyes,looking at Mix.

"I came back.I came back for you. I even joined the stupid audition to join you to your series."  He said and cried silently. Bohn hold his cheeks and wipe Mix tears using his thumb.

"Don't cry. You'll find somebody who deserves you" Bohn said. They look at each  other in the eyes. Shit. I got goosebumps. I hate to admit it but they look good together. 

They look at each others eyes. It doesn't look fake. I looked at them when i felt something to my heart,there i felt my tears are slowly coming down through my eyes to my cheeks. Unti-unti akong naglakad papalapit sakanila and i saw their lips touch. I bit my lower lip. Huminga ako ng malalim and i wiped my tears. 

"aheeem" i cleared mt throat. Nataranta silang napalayo sa isa't isa. "Did i disturb you?" i asked and smiled a bit. 

"N-no" sagot ni Mix without looking at me in the eyes. 

"I can explain."  sabi agad ni Bohn. Ngumiti naman ako ng mapait and again another tears falls down to my cheeks. Bakit ganoon? I can truly feel  the pain? Am i really hurting. I looked at Bohn eyes. He straighten his Back and stoop. 

"I get it." i said and walk out from the scene. 

"Cut!" sabi ng instructor. Agad kong pinunasan ang luha ko. I think i did great. Wtf,i really felt hurt back then. I don't know what exactly happen. "Next scene!" sabi nung Mentor. Now my role was drunk. 

"That was great!" Bungad ng mentor habang inaayos yung isang set. Ngumiti naman ako.

 "Wow! I got goosebumps!" sabi naman ni Sofia. I smiled at her. She looked really cute. 

Inabutan ako ni Krist ng tubig and tinabig ng bahagya yung likod ko. "great job" sabi naman niya. 

"Wow!Kuya Earth,can you teach me how to cry like that?" sabi naman ni Kimi. Nasa tabi niya naman si Fire. Ngumiti lang ako sakanila. Ayoko masyadong magsalita baka mawala yung emotion ko. The mentor's advice work on me. 

"ok. Set na. Kimi and Fire. Kayo ang susunod" sabi naman nung mentor. I don't really know his/her name. He's a gay?I think. But i don't want to jugde him. 

Naghanda na ako ulit. Huminga ako ng malalim. Napatingin ako sa bed. Hays!!!

i knock in the air. (walang pinto syempre) I knock again. And there,the imaginary door opened. Ibinagsak ko ang katawan ko kay Bohn. He catch me. 

"Are you drunk?" he asked me. He closed the imaginary door. "Ano bang ginawa mo~" i pointed my index finger in his lips. 

"shhh" i hushed. I touch his lips using my thumb. I smiled a bit. "Did his lips taste better?" i asked and pushed him. I walked to the room with the 'drunk walk'.  He followed me. Ibinagsak ko ang katawan ko sa kama. He sat on the bed. 

"I'm sorry." he said. Bumangon ako. Tumayo ako sa harap niya. I smirked. 

"Does your sorry can erase the pain in me?" i asked then my tears starting to fall again. "Hindi mo alam!" inumpisahan ko na siyang duru-duruhin. "Hindi mo alam kung gaano kasakit! Sabi mo magbabago kana?! I  must be a guy!A straight guy but suddenly you changed that." i punched him softly. "I used to like girls then?! W-what's just happened to me?!!!" Humagulgul na ako sa iyak. I punched him even harder. Then he hug me. 

"shhh~~" he caressed my hair. Napahinga ako ng malalim. Unti-unti akong kumakalma. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry" he said. Napailing ako habang nakapatong parin ang ulo ko sa dibdib niya. 

"please leave me. Let's break up so i can live my life as usual." i said and pushed him a little but he didn't let go. He hug me tightly. 

"Please don't say that" he said. Inangat na niya yung ulo niya. Inangat ko rin ang ulo ko para magpantay ang paningin namin. "I'm sorry" i saw sincerity in his eyes. Ibinaba ko ang paningin ko. I can't stand his stare. 

"look at his eyes." i heard the mentor kaya agad kong inangat ang paningin ko. I swallowed my own saliva. 

he touch my chin using his index finger. Nakatingin lang ako sa mata nya.  Unti-unting naglapit ang mga mukha namin. Nagpalipat lipat ang tingin ko sa labi niya at sa mata niya. Lunok. I bit my lower lip. Hinigit niya pa lalo ang bewang ko. Napapikit ako ng magdampi ang labi namin. 

In the script. i don't kiss back.

His lips was so soft. Don't,don't kiss back. Don't.

"Cut!" sigaw ng mentor. Lumapit siya agad saamin. Napatingin siya saakin. "Did you ever kiss someone?" Napatango naman ako. "do it again. Your lips is shaking." sabi niya saakin na nagpataas ng kilay ko. Really? 

"We already kiss. Don't be embarrassed " pang-aasar pa saakin ni Bohn. Tinaasan ko naman siya ng kilay. Napailing nalang ako. Napatingin ako sa paligid. hays,buti nalang busy ang lahat. 

"do it again."

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A/N.

Hi guys. Wazzup. Ang hirap mag-isip,lalo na at parehong "GUY" ang ating character.Hope it can survive hehe. See you next chapter. Kindly drop a star below. 

Lovelots!