My Ultimate Crush Is In Love With My Idol

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SEHUN’s POV

"Sabihin mo nga sakin ang totoo! In love ka ba kay Luhan hyung?" I could not help myself from blurting what I am feeling. I decided to confess to her now because I felt threatened by my idol. I always see them together these past few days. I was shocked when she called me this morning asking if we could meet up and I excitedly answered yes to her invitation.

But it hurts right?

 I belong to the same group with Luhan and he happens to be my idol too but I don't know if the one you have a crush with happens to fall for your idol and not with you.

Just thinking that you belong to the same group with the one your crush has a crush with yet your crush doesn't recognize you? Asking myself, why not me? I am also a member of EXO right?

It's already given that anyone could fall for Luhan hyung because he is the almost perfect guy in the group. Even I, could not help myself from being one of his fanboys. But please not with Louise.

Louise has been my ultimate crush since first high. She always treats me as her bestfriend. She always said that to me.

"Here's a bubble tea for my best friend, Sehunnie!"

Do I always have to get the best friend part? :’(

"Ani. How do you say so?" she answered but lowering down her head.

"How? You're asking how? Seriously?" di ko na pigilan na di mapalakas ang boses.

How could I not say so? Seriously??Wala na siyang ibang hinanap sakin kundi si Luhan hyung!

"Sehunnie, where's Luhan Oppa?"

"Sehunnie, have you seen Luhan Oppa?"

"Sehunnie, please call Luhan Oppa for me."

Bigla naman siyang tumingin sa akin na gulat. Tumikhim naman ako at umayos ng upo.

"Sehunnie." she said softly. Yeah. It's always Sehunnie. When can you call me Oppa, Louise?

"Don't call me that." I felt myself knocked out. I blurted out.

"Can't you see I am no longer the Oh Sehunnie you used to know? Can't you see it? Even just for a day? Or even just for a minute???" I said, helplessly looking at her. Of course, she looked shock at first and then laughed hysterically at second.

"Sehunnie, you little wrecker! You almost got me in there!" she laughed, with tears on the edges of her eyes. I just looked at her, feeling dumb at the situation.

"What?" I asked her sadly. She then looked at me and seriously said,

"Because you're not him. You are not him." I feel my world slowly swallowing me. And when I feel like falling, she smiled at me and said,

"Drat. Enough with this Sehunnie. You should call Annie if you want to practice that line of yours. Psh. You almost got me there. You even used your name. Hahaha! You’re supposed to be Patrick. That’s your name in the story. Psh." she said, still smiling-teary eyed.

Shoot. Did she just think that I am practicing some lines here?

Pabo yah Sehun-ah! How could you use some line from the play!?

"Yeah. I was just practicing. Thank you for cooperating though." I said, smiling widely at her-hiding the pain behind the smile. She smiled too and looked ahead.

"Oh.... T-There's Luhan Oppa. I'll see you later Sehunnie." I just looked at her running to Luhan hyung. Mukhang nagulat pa nga ata si Luhan hyung nang tumakbo si Louise papunta sa kanya. Pero mas nagulat ako nang yumakap siya kay Luhan hyung.

Why Louise? Even a best friend deserves a hug before you left him?

I just nodded at Luhan hyung's direction when he gestured something at me like they would probably go ahead. When they are already out of my sight, I left the bench and ride a swing.

The memories are still vivid in my memory.

The first time I saw her inside my favorite bubbletea shop.

The first time we met where my bicycle bumped into hers.

The first time I've known her being my classmate in a block.

The first time I introduced her to the group, to Luhan hyung.

The first time she called me as her best friend.

The first time I gave her a bracelet telling it was just a symbol of friendship without her knowing that it is a couple thing.

Every first with my best friend.

I just stayed in the park. I was just out of trance when my phone rung. It's already 8 in the evening.

I didn't notice it almost took me half of a day just thinking about Louise.

"Hello." I answered not looking who the caller is.

"Sehun!"

I recognized Luhan hyung's voice. I checked the caller's name and see who it was and found him calling me. I put the phone back to my ear.

"Palli. Quickly come here. Anderson's Hospital." That was what I just heard and then he was gone on the other line. His voice sounded very worried.

Did something happen to Louise?