HOPELESS 1D fanfic ( done editing)

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Catherine's pov
Wait..... I some times think I'm a whore because i slept with louis. But i know my self I'm not. I just didn't realize that i was falling hard for louis. Niall was the only thing on my head just because he saved me from being bullied. But now i know my to myself that i can now stand up on my own. I just wanna spend the days with mah friends,and boyfriend.

I'm letting the boys meet perrie and danielle

Louis, zayn and liam are going with me

I explained zayn everything...... He was heart broken but he got along with it

We went to pancake house

"Hi dani! Where's perrie?"

"She won't be able to go here!"

"This is liam this is zayn.."i pointed the boys liam was falling for danielle i could tell

"Uhm? Whose this dude?" Danielle asked

"This is louis!" I said

"Uh?" Danielle said

"I'm her boyfriend" he gave the girls a smile

I started to blush oh lord

"Liam?" He didnt answer

"Liam?"

"Liam?" I chuckled
He's fallen hard hah

We noticed a girl walking near our table

"Lou? Why is eleanor here?" I asked louis

"I don't know?!" He answered

"Hi eleanor?! How's travis?" I asked

I wanna brag about louis tho but no I can't she might drag me to hell djk hah. She's a bitch since we met at the club she's really a bitch.

"Oh! Hi I'm fine yeah..i see you're with lou?! You're such a whore!" She said she just whispered the "you're a whore "

Im. Not. A whore. You're.such. A bitch

"Bitch" i muttered

"Excuse me!?" She said

Oh shit!

"I said bitch."

"Somethin bout me aye!"

She must think I'm jokin'round"

"How stupid is she."

I whispered to lou he just chuckled

"Yeah....I'm messin with ya"i said sarcastically still she didn't notice

She actually believed it

Gemma's flight will be tomorrow she's gonna be at our flat yass!

Connor will be so happy he wont have to bother me anymore! He's actually scared of gemma

"Oh i gotta go travis is waiting for me"

"K bye" we all said

"By the way you're a skinny bitch!" I told her

Louis' eyes were wide open

" What?" I asked

"Nice one braces!" Danielle said
Danielle was niall and i's bestfriend she knew i was being bullied by the a team because of my braces.

Flashback
"Hey look at her! She looks like a dweeb!" Stacy said
"She's just a loner! Leave her!" Drace said
then niall's strong arms held me i felt love i felt i was loved.
"Shut up! You're just bitches!" Niall shouted
They're faces were like "what?ohmyfuck niall's protecting her!"
I laughed and hugged niall we got to detention afterwards
But that's not all behind the laughs. Our dad used to hurt us me and connor. The only way of forgetting it was living a normal life our dad left us after my last sister was born. Only niall and gemma knew about it. That's why i loved him because he understood. Only him and gemma.
End of flashback

We got home i wanted to cry myself out but louis was there. Of course, i was too shy to cry infront of him.

"Babe?"

"Babe"

"Babe?"

"Babe?"

"Ba.."

Oh.

"What? I'm sorry i zoned out"

"It's fine but why are you sad?"

"Oh.what? Uh, i..uh..I'm not.."

I just... Don't wanna tell him that i used to cut myself. I have to. I don't care if he gets mad or something.
"Cath, i know you."

"Fine."

"It's just...th...uh...my past is...uh..bothering me. I can't get out!"

"Tell me. I'll understand. Does niall know about it?"

"Yeah and gemma."

"Why does niall need to know everything?"

"What! He's my bestfriend!"

"Everything!"

"Louis! You're acting like a baby!"

"What now! It's my fault!"

"Lou! Stop! I'm gonna tell it to you now!"

"I'm so sorry... I got carried away i just uhh ahh have no control on my anger I'm sorry i love you"

Louis hugged me very tight. I started cryon again he carresed my cheek.

"Tell me. I promise I'll keep it."

"It's just that... My dad was hurting connor and i and after he got our last sister, lori. I tell everyone that my dad left my mum when i was 9 which was true but everytime people ask why i just ignore it. And after that i wanted to get rid of myself so it cut. It feels good tho... But i stop. Because i want to have a normal life without anyone bothering me or blaming me for something. And that's why danielle was calling me braces because me and niall used to have braces we were best mates and he was popular because he was cute everyone liked him. But he'd always find a way to protect me till high school ended. I always got bullied."
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to ask you that I'm sory i love you."

"It's fine."

But deep inside it's not i think i think i still love niall.