HOPELESS 1D fanfic ( done editing)

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Niall's Pov

I'm jealous! I'm jealous! Louis and catherine are together! It hurts so bad I don't understand, i have julia but I'm not complete without being with the love of my life!

"Mate! You're zoning out!" Liam said

"Wait! What if you have a girlfriend and you like someone else." I asked liam

"Wait! You're talking about catherine are you?" Liam said.

"Maybe? Yes? Maybe no?" I wiggled my eyebrows.

"You like her?" Liam said

"Yeah."

"So, this means everyone of us likes her?" Liam said.

"Wait! Everyone?"

"Yeah?! All OF US!!" Liam said

"But i have danielle now so four of you!" Liam added.

Relief! Oh relief!

Louis went down while carrying catherine bridal style. Oh! How! Cute!

"What happend mate?" Harry asked.

"Shut up she's sick." Louis said.

"What! She's sick!"

"You're overreacting niall!" Catherine said

"We have to take you to the hospital!" Zayn said.

"Oh please I'm fine!" Catherine said while she started trying to walk. She fell.

"Are you drunk?" I asked.

She looked drunk.

"Jesus horan no I'm not!" Catherine said

I pointed three fingers.

"How many is this?"

"Three."

We drove off to the hospital. On the car ride, louis and cath were so 'inlove' goddammit! Niall! Julia is yours!!

"I love you so much please be okay." Louis said to cath

"I love you more tomlinson."

"Were going to the hospital not the prom!" Zayn said.

It looks like zayn is jealous. Zayn only gets jealous when he loves someone i mean. LOVE. That's very deep for ZAYN.

"Yeah yeah malik!" Catherine said.

We rushed her to the hospital and asked the nurses and doctors. They got her to a room and said she has symptoms of depression. Ihope she didn't cut herself again.

"I'll leave you two for a while i have to go to the restroom." Louis said.

"Cath! Can i see your arm." I asked.

"No!"

"Your arm!"

"No!"

I glared at her.

"Fine!"

I saw her arm it has five cuts. Louis probabaly knows why she cut but.... Why did she do it again? Why?

"Why?"

"Because..." She started crying. No! Not crying!

"Because.....i... I... I'm confused! I'm goddamn confused niall! My life is fucked up! Am i crazy or something!?"

"No! You're not! You know why! You're actually the only perfect girl I've ever seen! You're the only girl whose brave enough to face your scary problems! And you know what! I cant hide this shit anymore i love you catherine! I love you! I'm jealous of you and louis! I'm jealous that he might just do something to you!or even break your heart! I don't want my best mate to fall in love with one of the love of my life! I love you!" I blasted.

So, this is the end of me! Bye

"What the fuck horan! You protected me through high school and stuff and you just said that now! I loved you so much before! But guess what not now!! And yeah! Louis is my first but shut the fuck up I'm not yet finished! I loved you! But you chose julia! And if you're jealous?! I don't care! You're fucked up horan! You're fucked up!" She screamed.

Louis was her first! I always wanted to be her first. And i also want her to be my first but now that can never happen! I didn't do it to julia even if she wanted me to. Because i wanted catherine to be my first. I didn't notice i was walking out. I'm not mad I'm furious! So furious that i wanna punch louis on the face!

I will get her. I want her to be mine! Only mine.
That sounded rude! I only want her to be my girlfriend. Or something aha! I saw louis walking towards me.

"Hey,dude! How's cathy?" Louis said.

"She's fine."

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong!"

"Calm down niall!"

"I'm sorry, I'm just pissed. I don't wanna talk it out."

"Id better leave. I'm goin to catherine." I just nodded

What em i gonna do with catherine?