Cinta pandang pertama

Part 7

Habisnya sesi boling padang,

Ya Allah sumpah memori aku dah takde..

Aku kurang ingat sangat apa yang jadi.. sebab mungkin takde yang tragic sangat, sebab busy nak fokus SPM punya pasal..

Or maybe,, aku dah lupakan banyak tentang dia ? Hahahaahaha wait till end 🤪

So lets we skip until the last paper ?

Last paper that i took was SAINS, that was really good paper and i did not expect that i can get C on my paper (that I thought maybe i got D) 😂but actually i miss my teacher 🥺

So the last day paper, i text my boyfriend, if he want to take pictures together, tegur la kan, sebab officially aku memang tak nampak orang. And that time aku busy take picture with my fellow classmate 😍💓 so agak lupa sikit pasal dia,, and i take pictures with my friends also.. biasala perempuan amik gambar manada sekejap🙄

So dia nampak aku, and suddenly dia tunduk ? And,, i was like eh ? Aku ke yang kene tegur. So aku malas nak cakap pape, aku just walk away and ignore je.

Sampai rumah macam biasa la, he text me and said "sampai hati tak ajak amik gambar" and i definitely pikir on my ego "takkan la aku nak kene tegur padahal kau lelaki" sebab bagi aku, tak nice pulak aku kene kejar dia semata mata nak ajak amik gambar, effort am i right, but maybe dia marah, so mintak maaf jela.. salah aku mungkin

Petang tu, kitorang keluar untuk meraikan hari hari habis spm la gitu 😂 and also hve a few classmate also, they was really funny as hell but yea, as long as my bf with me, everything was going so perfect 😍

4 days later,, I decided nak cari kerja.. that time.. sumpah aku cari kerja sebab terpaksa, bukan sebab duit bukan sebab nak gain a new experience. Its just i hate my hometown, sebab makcik pakcik kat kampung banyak sangat masa terluang, so aku malas nak borak dengan dorang like,, how my papret doing, how my life with my bf, how how how, so aku decided nak cari kerja and Alhamdullilah, haritu jugak dapat and besoknya aku start bekerja.

While him ? Nope, his family is totally berbeza dengan apa yang family aku ajar. So, dia tak boleh kerja and every month parents dia kasi duit dekat dia, not gonna say anything because my parents pernah jugak buat masmtu, tapi mungkin aku nak yang lebih banyak ? Hahaha mungkin la

Kerja aku berjalan dengan baik, and sometimes dia datang teman lunch masa aku kerja, dia datang. Kadang kadang pernah satu malam, dia hantarkan aku balik kerja sebab transport takde, sumpah bahagia gila sebab my parents bagi keizinan aku untuk naik moto dengan lelaki walhal benda tu paling ditetang selama aku hidup 18 tahun😂 eh that time was 17 because belum 2020😂