If I died, won't it be better?
I wouldn't be a burden to the family anymore.......right?
What if my tears can leave scars behind? Would it show the world how many times I had cried?
What if I shouldn't have been born in this world but I was just lucky to make it out alive?
What if my father hadn't died but I did? Wouldn't the child they all love and trust be happy without me?
What if I didn't meet any friends? Wouldn't it be better? So I won't have to be the same burden everyone hates?
What if I had a choice? Either to be a child will be hated by my own mother for picking the " wrong side" or be disgusted by my own family members for my fathers money.
What if I would just killed myself? Wouldn't that be amazing? It will be easier for them, won't it? It will be easier for them because they wouldn't have to deal with me, the mistake of the whole family.
What if I wasn't so blind? What if i wasn't such a failure? What if I could just stand up for myself instead of being afraid to lose an ENEMY?! What a goddamn IDIOT am I?!
I hope they are happy without me right now.......
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I hope you are okay, this is not a chapter but a vent to let out my sadness and anger. Anyways, um......Happy Father's Day?? I hope you have a good night or morning! Naive Girl out——
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