Hon-
You have known me for ten years. I'm older by exactly two months, yet you look like you're two years older. We've grown apart the back together. You say through my cutting and suicide attempts and , being the best friend/sister you are, called me your idiot for trying.
You were there through every scare, your parents opened their home to me when Karl became too much as a kid. Every ex you've beaten up, either mentally, verbally, or physically a few times. You kick ass.
Lately though... I can't remember when we talked last.... I can't remember our last sleep over or late night talks..... I feel like you hate me.... I miss you Pit-pat....
You left the beginning of summer. Said we couldn't be friends. Then he broke your heart. You went to floor 8, the same floor you remembered to visit everyday, the floor my mother forgot about.
I couldn't visit you. Family only. And you didn't consider me family anymore. I still sent texts despite knowing you wouldn't see them till you got out. I waited.
You texted me back. You're happy with a new guy but now you're gone from my life. Why? What did I do? I miss you...
~Your surrogate sister
