This is going to be the worst day of my life. At least, I think so. I have experienced a lot of terrible days the past time so I don't really know if any worse is even possible but we'll see. I looked in the mirror. I barely look human anymore. I should work at a horror shop, the owner would probably be scared of me. Thank god there's nothing a little makeup can't fix.
I took a second look in the mirror, after my makeup was done, and it looked a lot better. I looked alive, which is an accomplishment these days. I had to go back to school again after a long summer. I hate school, even though I used to love it.
Everything was perfect those days, except that I wasn't happy. Not that I am now, but at least I don't have to pretend anymore. I really can't stand fake people. And I know what I was worth to those people - nothing. Not even to my ex boyfriend... It still hurts because I loved him so much, but to him I was just a way to be more popular. Prom king and queen, how romantic...
My mom called me to come downstairs, she's gonna drop me off at school so I don't have to go with the bus. I don't like buses either, it's full of people that don't like me. I've become invisible for most of them, and others just laugh at me, remembering who I used to be. I moved my bracelets so I could see my scars. That's how far they used to get me. But not anymore, I'm stronger now. I can deal with this. They're not going to take my life away from me again, I'm going to get better.
I'm talking to a therapist since a few months and it has helped me so much. My parents and sister are helping me loads too, our bond has improved a lot. And to be honest, I wouldn't want to change that into being popular anymore. Being popular isn't important, it doesn't get you anywhere in life. At least I learned something from it.
'Finn.' Mom stood in front of me. I made a weird jump, not expecting her. 'Oh yeah ehh sorry I wasn't finished yet...' I stumbled. 'It's okay but we have to go now or you'll be too late.'
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FanfictionFinn used to have the best life. She was popular, head cheerleader and she dated the hottest guy in school, Luke. Everything was perfect, except she wasn't happy. She ignored the feeling, but it got stronger, until it was so strong she couldn't cont...
