We're Not Meant To Be:Epilogue

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Sumigaw si Cooper sa ibaba at habang ako nasa kwarto nag bihis





"Dalian mo jan, malalate tayo eh" sigaw ni Cooper





"Wait ito na" lumabas ako sa Kwarto ko at Bumaba




Nang tapos nako lumabas na kami sa bahay at nagpa alam kina Mama na pupunta na kami. Habang nag mamaneho si Cooper nag pa tugtog ako nang kanta. Sinabayan niya naman ito




Oh, Florida, please be still tonight
Don't disturb this love of mine
Look how she's so serene
You've gotta help me out
And count the stars to form the lines
And find the words we'll sing in time
I wanna keep her dreaming
It's my one wish
I won't forget this




I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far away




Tumitig ako sa kawalan habang finfeel yung kanta, pag pinapatugtog ko yan naiisip ko si Lucas




Kamusta kana jan Lucas?



Tanong ko habang nakatitig sa langit.




So I'll sing a melody
An hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories



Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
If luck is on my side tonight
My clumsy tongue will make it right
And wrists that touch
It isn't much but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
Forget your scars
We'll forget mine



The hours change so fast
Oh, God, please make this last
'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far away



Napabaling ako kay Cooper nang tumawag sa kanya si Alice, nakikinig lang ako sa usapan nila nang galit si Alice dahil ang tagal daw namin



It's been 3 years na di kami nagkikita at si Alice at Blake may sariling pamilya na habang si Cooper girlfriend palang while me still love with Lucas  Carson who was dead.



Nung nawala sa akin si Lucas di kona gustong magmahal ulit kase"Walang nagtatagal  eh lahat nawawala"




Nang nasa Davao Memorial Park  na kami, nag si unahan kami ni Cooper pumunta sa puntod ni Lucas at nakita na nga sila Blake at Alice kami lang apat di nila sinama ang mga pamilya nila kase daw it's a friendships meet up




"kamusta ka na jan kuya?" tanong ni Cooper sa itaas



I stared at the marble plate engraved  with his name. Asher Lucas Carson. We are here again Lucas.Did you wait long? Did you miss us?



Kinausap nila Alice si Lucas na para bang nandito parin siya.



" Hi Lucas, alam mo ba yung kaibigan mo na si Joshua naipanalo niya yung Case  niya sayoo. Sobrang saya niya kase napanalo niya daw nakuha niya na ang hustisya"sabi ni Alice



" Tol! Baba ka na  jan sa langet tol, kung alam mo lang, miss na miss kana ni Sky tol para siyang tanga tol gusto ka bisitahin palagi tol AHAHA" tawang sabi ni Blake habang naka titig sakin




"Hi kuya, imissyouuuu or should I say miss ka na namin ni Mama at Papa" sabi ni Cooper habang umiiyak





"kaya Baba kana  din pala kase walang Bar jan tol" tawa ni Blake




Tatlong taon na mula noong nawala si Lucas sa amin. And the past few years, I've been braver. Nag focus kami sa Work namin ni Cooper na kung saan same hospital padin kami, we both work at manila bumibisita lang kami kay Lucas pag bday niya Death anniversary niya. But there are times I still search for his smiles in the crowd, or the way he called me Louie to Sky, or his word that became my strength.




Nag  pa as if si Cooper na si Lucas siya"Hey, Sky my gusto kabang sabihin sakin? "





Napatawa ako sabay napaluha" yes Lucas, I miss you so much, I miss your voice, I miss your comforting words whenever I was having a hard time. There are still times I cry myself to sleep thinking of you. I always hope you'd see me successful and be proud of me.




I miss everything about you, I miss the way you assure me with your low and warm voice.




But Lucas, I know I have to let those memories go. I know you don't want me to see hurt. I want to keep you forever, but I know you don't want to cage anyone with your memories. I'm holding on to you by letting you go. Ang pagtanggap ng katotohanan na hindi ka na muling babalik, but keeping your words for me to move forward.




Maganda ba jan? Ano ang hitsura ng langit?pinapanood mo ba kami ngayun? Are you grinning that familiar grin of yours?




Matapos naming kumain at kumanta nang mga favorite songs ni Lucas at makipagbiruan at kwentuhan, humiga kami sa damohan kasama si Lucas at pinagmasdan ang mga ulap




"minsan, mahirap ipaglaban ang pangarap na ikaw lang ang nakakakita" sabi ni Blake



"pero nandito parin tayoo, lumalaban" sagot ni Alice



Bandang hapon kinailangan na naming umuwi. Nagpa alam kami kay Lucas but it doesn't change the fact that his here. With us, Always.




Nagpaalam kami sa Isa't isa at nangako na magkikita kami ulit. Sa ngayon umuwi mona ako sa bahay para maghanda nang mga dadalhin sa susunod na araw kase babalik na kami sa Maynila ni Cooper at sa kanya kanyang trabaho nang aking mga kaibigan






5 years ago I met a guy to our campus,with those neat uniforms, with black shoes and tousled hair,and carefree grin and warm voice. Five year's ago I met Asher Lucas Carson, Alice,Blake and And Lucas brother na si Cooper Lloyd Carson. And they taught me that life is worth living if we are brave enough.





Maaari kaming pumunta sa magkahiwalay na mga paraan pagdating ng oras, but I will never forget the certain moment in my life when the 4 of us and Lucas met as one group and shared memories




Three years ago I was lost and drowning. Dalawang taon na ang nakalilipas, sa masikip na campus.I met a friends who became my greatest adventure  and I met a man who always there for me, But I didn't become mine.



And That was Lucas



THE END;

Authors note:

Thankyou so much for the response in the previous chapter. I didn't expected the volume of feedback I received /and still receiving from We're not meant to be.

Sa sandaling natapos ko ang kwento na na-drained ako, A good kind of drained

And I hope that this story reach out to you like a bridge and a hand that will somehow lift you up whenever your feeling down.

Be bravee!!!!!

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