Suicidal thoughts.

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by brcoklynbaby

by brcoklynbaby

It breaks my heart to see most of you having a desire to kill yourselves. I'm going to share my experience having suicidal thoughts. It was not fun and cool. I couldn't take it anymore.
But I thought of what my mom, who gave birth to me and accepted all of the hurt she felt whether it is me as an infant crying and not letting her sleep or the hurtful words I told her.
I thought of my father, who worked so hard to make me and my
mom happy. He gave me everything I wanted. I thought of my 7 months old baby sister, how she brings me happiness. I also thought of my friends who were there for me.

I thought of not walking with my father in a aisle, never going too experience my sister growing to a beautiful lady. How I would never got to take care of my parents and giving back the love they gave me. How I would never got to have my own children.

Never do it. People care for you. Trust me. Everything will be just fine.

I love you.
We love you.

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org