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"Bitch who you shaking yo ass for? You look stupid ass fuck." My reckless fraternal twin sister ria said barging in on me like she does every morning

I didn't say anything I just kept to myself like usually and continued getting dressed. It's like this everyday but I can't complain because she brings me to school. My mom didn't like the fact that I would catch the bus to school so she makes ria bring me. She hates having to drives me to school because when she picks up her friends they say that I'm just extra baggage that don't need to be in the car.

After I finished putting on my clothes I grabbed my phone, my booksack and walked into the kitchen to grab breakfast. Hopefully today will go smooth and I won't have to deal with drama. My mom walked in the room and kissed my forehead.

"Good morning sweetie. Where's your sister?"

"Somewhere being a hoe." I whispered

"What was that I heard?" She said with giving me a look

"I said she probably still in her room."

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We made to the school and just as I was getting out the car ria and her friends pushing me out making me fall and they all started laughing. I didn't find anything funny. I got up and dusted myself off making sure to get the dirt off my back of my leg. I couldn't even get to my sister because she was already in the building. I cleaned off my glasses and put them back on walking in to the school.

Just as I walked in people started which was weird. I never gotten stares from people before. I liked it better when people didn't stare at me. It made me feel weird and ugly. I went straight to my locker trying not to pay attention to the students starting at me. Just as I opened my locker it got slammed by the one person I hate.

"Bitch got ass now she think she hot shit. I heard you was twerking in your room." She and her friends laughed. I didn't say anything because I didn't have nothing to say to her. It upset me that my sister would tell people what I do in the comfort of my room.

"You can't speak now hoe? Oh right I forgot the bitch don't speak." She pushed me down and her friends grabbed my booksack emptying everything out of it. One of them kicked me and they all laughed making everyone else in the hallway laugh

I quickly put my things back in my bag and got up to go back in my locker for a second time. Once I got everything I needed I made my way to first period making sure to sit directly in the back by the window. I didn't like being in the front because it's a target zone for people to mess with you.

The bell rung and everyone started piling up into the classroom with their loud talking and rough housing. Just as the second bell rung in walked the boy I've always had a crush on but he never noticed me. The teacher fussed at him for being late and he just waved her off. For a moment I thought he was smiling at me till I realized he was smiling at that bitch I hate (Tanya).

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Everyone had went back to homeroom and the announcements were on. Everyone was excited for the back to school dance. Dances aren't really my scene and I don't like crowds of people who stare at you when they see you or act extra for their friends or even just making it hot in a building knowing that brings on sweat. I like to stick to watching law & order SVU or power and reading. Doing anything other than that just makes me feel like an outsider.

Once it was time to go I waited for everyone else to leave before I left. Students are animals at this school and they will trample you in a heart beat. Since I already put most of my things that I don't need in my locker I figure there is not point of going to it. I put my ear phones in and play some music. It's a new school year and I should definitely join some clubs but nothing to out there. Maybe like a book reading club or a drawing club. I sometimes think that I should talk instead always being so quiet but that's just me there's nothing to talk about with these people at this school and I don't want to be friends with them.

I walked outside to ria's car but I seen that it was full. This is the shit I'm talking about. She worries about her friends more than she does about me. Now I'm gonna have to catch the bus home but maybe I can convince her to take one of these idiots out and let them catch the bus. Just as I was about open a door she stopped me.

"Sorry sis but you gone have to catch that bus. Me and my friends going out and I wasn't tryna bring you home or to the party. See you later." She sped off and I just stood there looking stuck

Once again I'm out in the streets alone having to find my way back home. Thank god my dad gave me some money for an emergencies like this. I really need a car because riding with her won't work. Maybe I can apply for a job to work at on the weekends.