''You call his dad 'dad'?'' Tsu asks. ''Oh... Uh, my mom has been in hospital for months, they didn't think she would even survive and there was this whole thing but basically, I was adopted by Inko and Hitoshi's parents are my paternal parents.'' I say. Everyone looks intrigued now so I explain everything from the gay parents to how they donated their sperm to how I have three parents, one of whom killed them self. I still failing to mention that my dads are Present Mic and Eraserhead, however.
''Is that why you got all this expensive stuff?'' Uraraka asks. ''We kinda get spoiled.'' I say awkwardly. ''So you might be All Might's secret love child?'' Todoroki asks. I look at Hitoshi who's shaking his head, signalling I shouldn't say who my parents are. ''I'm not his love child.'' is all I say. ''Well the, who are your dads?'' he asks and I groan loudly. ''I can't tell you.'' I say.
He nods his head and we decide to play never have I ever but with one hand, not two because it was getting late and there are a lot of us. ''Never have I ever, kissed the same gender.'' Mina says. Everyone puts a finger down and I chuckle a little. We go round the circle so it's Uraraka's turn now. ''Never have I ever... fantasized about Midoriya.'' she says with a smirk. Iida, her and Todoroki put a finger down.
''Uh, never have I ever gotten so drunk I passed out.'' Iida says. Mina, Tsu, Hitoshi and him all put down a finger. ''Never have I ever had a crush on two people at the same time.'' Hitoshi says, putting down a finger, me, Sho and Iida also put a finger down. ''Never have I ever given up my virginity in the dorms.'' I smirk. Todoroki slowly puts a finger down along with Uraraka and Tsu, all three blushing. ''That is s inappropriate.'' Iida says with a slight laugh.
''Never have I ever admitted my kinks were choking, bondage and domination.'' he says and I put a finger down. ''Screw you!'' I whine. ''You already did.'' he chuckles. ''Never have I ever been added to Midoriya's body count.'' Tsu says smugly. ''I'm out.'' Sho says and leans against the wall. I lean on him.
Mina = 3, Uraraka = 3, Iida = 1, Hitoshi = 2, Me = 2, Sho = 0, Tsu = 3
Mina again, ''Never have I ever dated someone who was taken.'' Mina and Hitoshi both put a finger down. Uraraka then says ''Never have I ever had a crush on my taken best friend.'' I put a finger down and so does Iida, her and Tsu. ''I'm out.'' Iida says and I sit on Sho's lap and cuddle into him. ''Never have I ever had boobs.'' he says and the girls all put a finger down, I feel my breathing quicken slightly. Tsu's turn, ''Never have I ever... tried to kill myself.'' she says. My stomach churns and I clutch my shirt, still acting as normal as possible so no one suspects anything.
I can't tell them, not now. I look around carefully at the others. ''I'm out.'' Hitoshi says calmly. He... isn't being judged? I, I need to tell them at some point, better from me than in the round robin that is school. I slowly put my last finger down and cuddle into Sho. ''Midoriya?'' Mina says quietly. I look up at her with my glossy, tear filled eyes. ''Don't remind him please.'' I beg. ''Don't remind who of what?'' Sho says, he sounds concerned.
She looks at me with pleading eyes before mouthing sorry. ''Bakugotoldhimtokillhimself!'' she says quickly. ''Mina, slow down please.'' Sho says, I curl up and clamp my hands over my ears as I start to sob quietly. It doesn't do anything though because I still hear her say ''Bakugo told him to kill himself. He asked me not to say anything but if he actually tried to kill himself-'' I look up and cut her off. ''He tried to kill himself first! That's why I did it!!'' I scream loudly.
Everyone is shocked. ''He was depressed and his mother is violent and abusive. His dad is out of the picture, worked abroad a lot, and so is mine so we only had each other. He tried to kill himself and I blamed myself because I knew what was happening but trusted him when he said he was fine. Listened to him when he said not to tell anyone. Believed him when he told me it was a cat or a thorn bush or some other shitty excuse he made up!'' I sob before burying my head in Shoto's chest and crying.
I should have just stopped there but my damn muttering decided to just continue on its intrepid adventure. ''And I hated myself! Hated that I wasn't comfortable with myself. Hated that I liked boys! Hated that Hisashi was so abusive! I WANTED TO DIE EVER DAY AND THAT WAS JUST THE LAST STRAW!!!'' I scream before going back to crying.
''What do you mean you hate that you're not comfortable with yourself?'' Hitoshi asks. I curse under my breath. ''Nothing, t-that came out wrong.'' I mumble. ''I-'' I hesitate, they will definitely judge me if I tell them. ''Izuku, we won't judge you, no matter what.'' Sho whispers into my ear. I shake my head softy. ''You'll h-hate m-me.'' I stutter. ''Nothing you do or say could ever make me hate you.'' he says softly.
Suddenly my phone rings. ''I'm sorry, I have to take this.'' I mumble and leave the room.
''Yes?'' I ask. ''Lil green, I need a place to stay and I know it's a lot to ask but can you help?'' Yuri asks. ''Yuri, you're amazing but I can't sneak you into the dorms and I defnitely can't sneak you into my other house because two pro heroes live there and will be back from a mission any time tonight.'' I say quietly. ''You're right, I'm sorry. I'll figure something out... maybe.'' he says sadly.
I fight with myself for a moment. ''Meet me in the forest, same place 15 minutes, I'll get you in but if you get caught, it's your fault and I don't know you.'' I say sternly. ''Thank you so much!'' he says and I end the call. I open the door and everyone is talking quietly to each other, I grab my shoes and head out. As I said, I meet him in the forest and sneak him into the dorms. We have an attic in the dorms, no one ever goes up there and it's just broken costume pieces and spare bulbs and stuff.
I take him up there and leave him with some snacks. ''Call me, don't message and mute your phone.'' I remind him, he nods and I leave. I head back to my room and walk in. Everyone is staring at me. I take in the concern drawn on their faces like sharpie. They deserve to know... ''I... I think I'm ready to tell you...''
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Dadzawa - Aizawa as a papa
Fanfiction[discontinued] When Aizawa and Hizashi were younger, they had helped their friend out by donating their s***m so she could get pregnant, the two had also decided that they wanted to see their child as often as they could but when the two were tol...
