Still alex pov
I get up, go downstairs, grabs my keys and go to my car. I go home grab a couple of y/n's favorite hoodies. I go to target get her her favorite ice cream. I get some of her favorite candys, pay and go to y/n's house
y/n's POV
i heard alex leave. Does he not want to deal with my bullshit. Does he not care about me. He probably left to go with another girl that 10x prettier than me/ Why did he choose me? He could've chose another girl prettier than me. Im so ugly. My mom died it's all my fault. If i hadn't let her move away she would've never died she would still be here with me. I want to see my dad. No, i don't tat bitch tried to kill me and my brother diego. Would it have been better if he did kill me? Maybe it would.
End POV
You walk over to where your secret stash of blades you get you sharpest one.
4 for my dad
2 for alex
5 for my mom
6 for diego
3 for my best friends
You fall on the floor and passed out.
Alex POV
I get o y/n's house and hear a bang on the floor i didn't think much of it because i thought it was from the neighbors house. I walk uptairs and see y/n in the bathtub with blood all over her.
a-noo, baby why
I call 911
dispatcher-d
d-hi 911 what is- I cut her off and say
a-i-i think the love of my life killed herself she is bleeding a lot and she has *sniffles* cuts all over her arms and legs
d-okay i'll send over an ambulance in 15
a-*sniffles* o-okay
TBC
this was deeeeep asf
