Unloved//5sos

School to home

WARNING BOOK CONTAINS DEPRESSION RELATAED TOPICS AND SEXUALLY ACTIVITIES SO DO NOT READ IF UN COMFERATABLE
As soon as the last bell rang I ran quick to my locker but josh was standing next to it with a creepy smile I hope I get adopted and have to move far away I herd there was supposed to be another family adopting girls my age and the nice ones had already been taken I mean at 18 you would think girls would be a little more mature .....,

Josh came right up to pushed my books down pushed me down and walked away laughing I already crying at this point grabbed my stuff ad ran to the adoption agency I had been there for only three weeks my first parents left me when I was two and my second abused me and I still get abused verbally and physically at school and by some girls at the agency

At agency*
I ran upstairs and pulling out the little piece of metal I could always trust

I cried as I slide it across my wrist one two three four by the time my name had been called I had 23 new cuts I cleaned up did my makeup dark and changed Ito my usual nice cloths black skirt with ripped tights ad a dark violet tank top with a black loose vest with chains connected then I moved to my hair
I did my usual testing and hairs praying rutine of my black hair which now had blue streaks

My name was called once more so I rushed down stairs to the main floor as I saw this woman with four guys around my age then Stella whispered in my ear as we were lining up "bitch you are such a whore they would never adopt you and you would never be wanted so fucking give up now you slut"as she said that I lost it I broke down crying right there for what felt like thirty minutes I had been left again to cry no family wants me

Then I felt a tap on my shoulder I look up probably looking like shit and the woman from earlier helped me up and told me to collect my things we would be leaving soon and we would have a long trip in front of us.

I felt a real smile form on my face I ran up stairs touched up the makeup tht had smeared and grabbed wht little stuff I had not forgetting all my blades hiding them in my makeup bag.

I came down the stairs finally happy and relived that I'm leaving this hell whole of a town this what a new start something new

A/n:sorry I this is shitty it's just the start and the good stuff 😏 will come later trust me anyways hehehe you have got some stuff in store for you love you bye .skyxxxx