She Wraps // Harry Lewis

Dinner with The Girls .4

Zoe Pov

We made it downstairs and the girls went to say bye to their boyfriends. Thats when I noticed Kon and Max coming towards me.

"Why you boys looking so down now?" i asked giving then a group hug

"It's fine don't worry about us, go have fun with the girls you need it!" Kon said

I was still confused but i let it go and gave them another big squeeze.

Out of the corner of my eye I noticed Freya and Josh talking and looking over towards me, I sent them a questioning look to which they sent a reassuring one back.

-At dinner-

We were pretty much done with the food portion of our dinner and just decided to stay for a few more drinks.

I got along pretty well with the girls and can see myslef becoming great friends with the rest of them.
At the moment we were talking about life as a youtuber /Streamer and I was pretty fascinated with the type of videos the girl enjoying doing as they were completely different to my baking and cafe related ones.

"We should all totally do a few Copland sometime" Talia said.

"I'm down! I've been meaning to do a 'Friends try The it cafes top sellers!' Video so if you guys would like to be in it that would be awesome!" I said

"Oh I'm down!" Freya and Gee said at the time

"Free food yes please" Talia said

"I would love to!" Emily joined

"Great! And I'm happy to do any Collabs with you whenever!" I answered

"Perfect! OMG wait Zoe you should be in next we sidemen video with us!" Freya said

"OMG ya it's girls vs guys football! We need 2 more players so wanna come?" Gee said

"Yes of course!"

-we then continued our little chat until they were 3 bottles of wine in and Freya mentioned something that caught me by surprise-

"Hey Zoe, I have a feeling that Harry might like you"

"Um..what now?" I responded looking up at her

"Ya I noticed how he was looking at you when we came downstairs." Emily said

"No no no I'm pretty sure he's just confused on where the hell I came from, he's just been a kind person these last few days" I responded not mentally stable to know someone could actually care for me.

"Girl Harry was giving you the Eyes! We haven't seen the eyes since Katie!" Gee said

"I don't know Zoe, apparently he was talking with the boys about you.." Freya said

"Um to think you girls have had enough to drink....hello, hi! Can we get our bill!" I said not wanting the conversation to continue

I wasn't ready

After paying we all got back in the car and drove back to the sidemen house

As I was driving I kept thinking about what freya had said and then that connecting back to my past

"No no no no..GET OFF OF ME! How could you!"

We pulled into the sidemen drive way and the girl got out. I took a minute before I followed them inside.

Talia opened the door and we walked in, we were met by the boys in the exact same spot we left them.

"Wow wow wow looks like some ones had a bit to drink" Simon said going to grab his tired and clumsy girlfriend

"Yep they were 3 bottles of wine in when we left" I said in a flat tone

"Well Gee chips asleep in the guest bedroom so you can join him there and freya I'll take you upstairs" Josh's said

Gee walked away deeper into the house and gave me a little wave.

Ethan was walking over to Emily and I and picked her up and carried her off to his room I guess.

I didn't make I contact with any of the boys I just turned around and said "I'll be in the car" then walked out.

"You're just going to leave! After all I've done for you?!"

"What you've done for me?! You've done nothing!"

A few moments later the boys climbed in the car.

They could tell I wasn't in the mood to talk so they just remained quiet the full way home.

The rest of the night what the girls were saying were playing over in my head.

What if he does like me?

Why does that thought scare me?

Will I ever be ready?

Again?