Lost in my Addiction

Lost in my Addiction. chapter 1

**Message from the main character, Anthony**

My name is Anthony. I want to share this story of mine to all pornography addicts. My message to you is that; all will be fine, you will defeat that addiction if only you're ready. If you can learn from my experience, it'll be good for you.

*Lights, cameras roll in and action!*

I'm sure many of you will be wondering how I got into this mess called addiction in the first place. You don't need to worry about that because I'm going to take you back in time to how it started. Moving into addiction is quite easy. It's "a piece of cake" but to get out of it is very difficult. More difficult than anything because it's overwhelming. Once you're in, you're being consumed gradually and that could be very dangerous. That should be enough for the advice and lecture, fasten your seatbelts because we're going on a "long long" drive. Probably, a journey of a million miles.

**The beginning of my sojourn to addiction**

At first, I never liked pornography. I thought I was okay. I thought I was the holy one. I never knew I was going to go crazy about "Porno" one-day.
In true reality, the devil inside me was in need of pornographic contents. I was fifteen when I first came in contact with pornographic contents. I didn't start by downloading the contents myself, I started by viewing from another person's mobile device. The first time was...

**Flashback*

One afternoon, my friend, Jeff and I were in a room in his house watching football videos on his smart phone. Suddenly he brought out an SD card.

"Anthony, Let's check out the contents contained on this card!". He said with a touch of happiness in his tone.

"Where did you get that from?". I queried.

" A friend in my street gave it to me because he was no longer in need of it". He responded

After I heard his response, I was not able to question him further. Then, he went on to insert the card inside his smart phone. He started to navigate through the contents of the card. Lo and behold! They were all pornography. Jeff normally, has been watching pornography for quite a long time, it's an opportunity for him to fill his appetite up for the day. He had started playing them before I could complain.

"J--e--ff". Before I could finish pronouncing his name, I had been engrossed by the erotic moans from the video. I gave in totally. That was when the problem started. I had a taste that I perceived to be sweet but was actually on the mission to destroy me. As I watched on, my whole body was sexually present. I was in the mood, dancing to the devil's tunes. I chose to, myself, by allowing my urge to get hold of me. I couldn't control it and it ended up controlling me. Jeff and I finished the whole pornographic contents contained in the SD card that day. Funnily enough, I ended up wetting my shorts that day. Not with urine, you should know with what it was. I had to hurry back home. On my way out of Jeff's house, he held me and said with a smile on his face;
" Welcome to the league, bro"
" Do you mind me copying some of the contents on your phone?"

As he talked, I was not responding to him because I couldn't feel my head at all. You should expect such from a boy that had just poured a lot of semen on himself. Jeff noticed this and without hesitation, he grabbed my phone and copied them on it. Boom!!! My life started to explode at that moment because definitely Jeff has provided me with what could ruin me. After copying, he told me that he was going to view those videos once again as his parents were not around, so he had a lot of space and privacy to himself.

I headed back home. Luckily for me, my parents and my older sister haven't arrived back home. I headed straight to the restroom to clean myself up. As I was inside there, I could hear a silent whisper saying; "welcome to the new you".

To be continued...

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