Little Bee

Too Good to be True.

Many months later, Next thing you know it I still remained just a secretary in his eyes. And my mushy feelings for him weren't making it any better.

He always kept it strictly business . And my heart would ache when I saw him knowing I can't hold him the way I wish I could.

Why'd he want a midget like me. Literally I'm a midget and he's a God while I'm a leprechaun. How did he get so close to my heart ,so fast. I cursed at myself for sounding obsessive.

While I was thinking , I sat in my office. He was watching my facial expressions changed from one thing to the next.
"Val?"

My heart broke at his sweet husky voice calling me by my nickname.
"Yea?"
I asked

"Your beautiful."

"Stop teasing me."
I spat.

"I'm serious." He said with no chuckle or a hint of laughter.

I couldn't believe he was serious he had to be joking. I refused to believe he was being truly honest with me.

"Very funny Cade..." I laughed out. While I looked down at the stack of papers calling for my eyes to read and my fingers to sign.

Hiding the slight heart ache.
After my fake laugh died down, I looked up to see him observing me.

He was closer than he was a few moments ago.

"I'm serious Valerie." Those blue eyes looked at me. It seemed like he broke me right down to my core. He gave me those feelings that sat at the middle of my heart.

"I can't be played with like that." I refused his words. I couldn't accept the words that seemed close to the truth. I began to stand up ,but he grasped my hand. I ended up sitting right back down.

"Valerie Gray.." He spoke softly looking into my hazel eyes.

He seemed as if he meant looking into my eyes the way he did. This man made me feel so abnormal. I became confused.

"Why do you push me away like that? Do you not feel what I'm feeling?"
He spoke softly. He laughed and pointed at my small figure. "You seriously believed me ?"
Would it be considered overreacting if I cried?

So I held it in, I held it in but I was
Upset . I didn't want to be fooled.
"Am I allowed to move closer?" He asked sarcastically and came closer to me.

I could feel his breathing, his lips seemed centimeters away. Well... They were centimeters away. My hands shook.

I couldn't decide between if I was excited or scared.
"Valerie Gray, are you okay." He held onto my shaking hand while he spoke.

He closed off the distance between me and him, his lips pecked onto mine.

The feeling was nice , warm and I couldn't stop blushing after I pulled away.

I felt embarrassed and he had the biggest smile. I wasn't sure if it was a good or bad thing. He was biting his pink lips and kissed my cheek.

"....Your so soft."
I was speechless. I didn't know how to react. I laid my head on his chest and hid my reddened face. He held me and I swore this took all the courage that I barely knew my own self to have.

I said
He kissed me once again. And a little more trust filled between us.

"But this is inappropriate for work... In fact this is very inappropriate for work. I'm your employee.-"
He interrupted me.
"No .. It's not inappropriate if no one knows about it. No questions asked by anyone. No regret will come to my decision."
He kissed . I looked down at my hands.

I smiled sadly at him.
He was using me.

" Meet me tonight at 8."
He slipped the address and his number in my palm smoothly.

"I only wanna do what makes you comfortable my little bee."

He looked pleased with pride while he spoke but he just nodded. I kissed his cheek and he kissed the corner of my lips and caressed my face.

"I care about you Bee I do. Don't forget that."

He let go of me and it took me all I had to walk out that door without turning back.

I gave in because I felt something for him. I wanted him.No matter what I had to do or the risky circumstances I wanted him.
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| so what do you guys think? Am I moving to fast with there relationship? Should Valerie give in? Or should she push him away. Love shouldn't be rushed it takes time.|