Bad Boy's Perks || Aron Piper Fan Fiction

Unconditional Love

I was missing Brooke.

It's crazy how time never stops but some friendships/relationships do.

I always find something to do even if I look like a stupid man who was nothing to do in his life because he lost It all.

I'm stupid.

But I love myself.

That's the theory of life.

I met a lot of people that always say that they love themselves but they are too stupid, as I met a lot of people that are too smart but hate themselves.

It's like...

When you are a book, If you think about it, books have a great content most of times, but they can't see their cover.

Sometimes we focalize too much on our point of view.

We don't realize that we are humans.

We just realize that we are something that was better If it hadn't been realized.

It's crazy too, that we can see everything with our eyes, but not ourselves.

I mean if u go In front of a mirror, you can see yourself, but not really.

So that's crazy.

Life has prepared us to watch everything except us, we can live in our body but sometimes we can't watch it or feel it.

Have u ever asked yourself:

"Does she/he loves me?"

But have u ever asked yourself:

"Does she/he loves me as I do? "

Well, that hits different.

Because when you really love a person, you don't ask yourself if he/she loves you, rather you wonder "does she/he loves me as I do?".

Lemme explain you why tho.

When you feel love for somebody, you want to know how much  for them it's the same and if it is, most of all.

And you also want to know how much they care about you.

How much they think about you.

Not if "they do",rather "how much they do".

And I guess I will never know how much Brooke loves me..

Im not lost.

I'm just finding my home to have a "way back home".

I just need somebody.

It's crazy also how we need someone to tell us all the time, that they care, that they like us, that they think that we're gorgeous and this kind of stuff..

It's crazy how humans are made.

It's crazy how she doesn't love me back.

It's crazy how I am crazy for her.

It's crazy what I did to her.

It's crazy that he doesn't know I love her this much..

Reality don't feels like it sometimes.

We feel lost.

All the time.

So we search up a mate to count on.

But sometimes mates go away, don't stay.

So we need love because it fixes our losses.

Love fixes our issues.

Sometimes I wished we all can think the same.

But life isn't like this.

U open a window hoping to find some sun, but you find rain.

U want to kiss them because you feel like it and they give u a slap.

We still are kids.

But we don't know.

We will never know.

I just want somebody to be my "cry on me shoulder".

Somebody I can trust.

Somebody that loves me no matter what.

I just want love, unconditional love.

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Thanks to who read since there :)

I finished my story there but maybe I will make a sequel if u liked it

Thanks yalll:)