Hard Time

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Jimin's POV

Ever since I told Hana the truth, she's been ignoring and avoiding me for the past month. I can't blame her, I wronged her so badly but I can't help but feel sad and hurt whenever she avoids me.

I want to hold her again, love her.

Today was our baby's last day in the incubator and we are able to bring him home today. Right now, me and Hana watched as the nurses and doctor Kim detached all the tubes from our baby.

"Here you go Hana and Jimin, your baby boy." Doctor Kim said smiling as she handed our baby to Hana. Hana smiled as she took our baby, she smiles as she looked down at him. I went near them and smiled as well.

He was perfect and healthy now.

"What do you wanna name him?" The nurse asked. "Jae, Park Jae.." Hana said and the nurse smiled. I filled up a discharge form before we got in the car with Jae.

As we were driving, Jae fell asleep on Hana's chest. "Baby--"

"Not now Jimin." She cuts me off. "Please, I'm sorry, I know I did something really wrong and--"

"We'll talk about it when we get home." She cuts me off again. I stayed quiet and focused on the road, however I can feel the tension and it wasn't good. Once we arrived we got out of the car and went in the house, Jumin was staying with Eomma right now so we will be seeing him the next day.

Hana went up to the new nursery for Jae, I followed her as she placed Jae who was fast asleep in his crib. "Hana?" I said and she turns to face me. "In the room." She said and I nodded. We both walked to our room, she was facing away from me with her arms crossed.

"Why should I forgive you Jimin? After what you've done." She said, I can sense the pain in her voice. "I-I know I abandoned you in your most fragile state baby because of my own needs which was selfish of me and I deeply regret it." I said looking down, she then turns around to face me. "You know that your selfishness almost cost you my life and the life of our baby Jimin, Jae is only an infant! He is the innocent one who almost died! You made me think of what I did wrong for you to be upset with me when it was really you who was in the wrong!!" She said tearing up.

"Do you know how I felt when you distant yourself from me?! It hurt but I tried not to think about it because I was pregnant and it would hurt our baby as well!! YOU WERE DRINKING AND TALKING TO WOMEN WHILE I WAS PREGNANT!!!!" She yells out painfully.

"I-I know baby! But please don't leave me! I almost lost you before and I don't want to loose you!" I said getting on my knees crying as I grabbed her hands.

"P-please Hana, I'm sorry, I will do anything for you to forgive me and not leave. A-anything.." I said as I cried and kissed her hands.

She was silent for a moment which was dreading.

What if she thinks of leaving?

With our kids!!

I can't let that happen, I love her and I can't bare to loose her.

"Get off your knees Park Jimin." She said. I immediately stood, waiting if she'll say or do something, then she suddenly steps closer to me, wrapping her arms around my neck and kissed me.

I immediately kissed back and wrapped my arms around her waist.

Gosh I missed her lips.

We continued to kiss before she pulled away then cupped her hands on my cheeks and wiped away my tears.

"You said you'll do anything for me to forgive you?" She asked. "Yes, anything babygirl...." I breathed out.

"Then show me that you love me, show me the Jimin that gave me the love that he used to."

"Of course babygirl.."

A/N: Smut or no? I need some help on what you want to see next..

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