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Song of the day – Hard sometimes by Ruel

" I try to be happy, but it's hard sometime,
But life,
Just seems to happen right before my eyes,
'Cause I feel like I'm not there,
'Cause my head is up somewhere.

Far away from all my friends,
I just want that back again,
I try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes,
It's hard sometimes."

- Hard sometimes by Ruel

I don't even know what actually happening lately. I've been very emotionally sensitive lately and I tried to cheer up myself but I can't. I'm such a failure you know. Feeling confuse, sad, mad to myself and everything that related to me makes me feel that I am not good enough. I am disaster, I am a mess and I am a burden to everyone. I just hate myself.

I was wondering what's wrong with me? Why do I need to feel like this? Okay guys, it doesn't mean that I am in a depression or what, don't get me wrong okay! it is just sometimes I am feeling down, overthinking about everything, comparing my friend's life with mine, thinking of what would people will talk about me? I've been thinking that kind of thoughts lately. Tired.

Back to this song, whenever I listen to this song, there is something that I can't explain. I feels like I have someone that always listening to my rant and understand my feeling, my thoughts and my problems. That's why I am in love with this song. The lyrics is meaningful.

So, guys, we should remind ourselves that it is normal to feel down. It is okay if you still confuse on what you should do for the next step in your life. Sometimes, I am afraid of the uncertainty, afraid of what will happen in the future. I think that's normal because we are human. Stay strong no matter what, even if one day people will leave you just because you are not good enough, just stay strong for yourself. This life is short, everyone of us will die someday and just appreciate what you have right now and cherish every moment. GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME! May Allah ease everything for us.