Somebody to you

chapter 8: im scared

"there was a reason why i asked you to starbucks". tay said. "well what was it, "i asked confused "i have cancer." tay choked out. i burst into tears. "w-w-what?." how? what kind of cancer? are you gonna be okay? will you survive? all of these questions floated and haynted my mind. "yea. i went to the doctor and they said ive got this disorder where like im different i guess is what youd say. i get to hyper and i can get angry at little things. ive been feeling like that alot lately and i really dont want to end up hurting you des." taylor said to me. "so what does this mean".? "i think we need to break up des". when taylor told me that i fell on the floor and started crying even harder. taylor tried to calm me down but seeing that i could lose my boyfriend, well ex boyfriend but still bestfriend , that hurt me alot because i loved taylor. the fact we had to breakup made me feel worthless because my ex just ruined me to pieces. i soon seen nothing but darkness.
*two hours later*
"destany, destany, DESS!" i heard someone scream. i opened my eyes and seen taylor. "tay what happened?" i questioned. "i told you i had cancer and we had to breakup and then you started crying alot and then you blacked out." tay said. "oh yeah, well i feel alot better and im gonna go to bed now" "night des" night tay" with that we went to bed. *next morning*
i woke up and heard noises so i went next door to see everyone around matt. they were all saying something(except taylor) and matt was blushing like crazy. they stopped when they seen me . "so are you guys trying to hide something from me?" i asked them. "NOOO of course not" matt told me. "oh ok well ill be downstairs at breakfast if anyone cares to join me" i said and left. we didnt have magcon for two more days so i didnt know what to do today. i was thinking of inviting carly , jess, and sarah and haley over for a girls day out. so i went downstairs and almost got into the lobby until i heard two familiar voices scream my name. matt and cameron. i turned matt around and jumped on his back. "carry me" i said. matt smiled and we walked to the diner. *after breakfast*
"so what do you guys wanna do?" i asked them. "well you can hangout with us , i was thinking of making a youtube vid sense i havent made one in a while. wanna help?" asked matt. "yea! that be awesome. what kind of video we makin?" i asked him. "a q and a vid" cam told me. *getting into the room*
we set up the camera and pressed record . "HIIII" we all screamed "im here with destany and cameron today and we were going to do a q and a video . so lets get to it!" okay first question. "cameron how many doublechins can you do?" uhh about 5 .cam says and makes a double chin. i chuckle to myself. "okay des , who is your bestfriend in magcon and outside of magcon?" "well my Best friend in Magcon would be Matt,and my best friend outside of it would be cierra:) "
*skips to last question* "matt who do you like? " cam asked matt."uhh (je starts to blush) i like destany." *skips to after video* "omg matt do you really like me?" i ask matt while junping on his back again. "yes i do" he says and blushes . "well." i start then decide to kiss matts cheek. *kisses matts cheek. "awhhhh i ship it , hespinosa for life!" (our last names(holcomb and espinosa)) "shut up cammy" i say and smile. *later that day* me and haley and sarah and jessica went to the mall and i went to urbin outfitters and got matt some beanies and a shirt . i got a beanie as well. we went to abercrombie and aeropostel and victorias secret and also hot topic. we got so much stuff and i went back to see matt and taylor talking and matt was crying and taylor looked mad as fuck. i wonder what happened?......

CLIFF HANGER!!!! please say if i should keep going because i dont feel like this is good. comment vote and follow me! stay goochy:)
love you guys
~dess