Raven with a Cravat and Key

Hungover much?

The raven groaned in annoyance and irritation, while he impatiently tapped on the steering wheel of the Honda, running his pale fingers through his onyx hair, 
  "Sir, i need you to step out of the vehicle and answer some questions honestly, alright?",
the uniformed man stood besides the raven's car that belonged to his Uncle, Kenny.
  The man seemed in his late 40's, stubble decorated his jaw, as the crow feet wordlessly decorated the angles of his worn face,  as the vast lights flashed in alarm on the top of his vehicle, with a hand resting above the metal roof of the car,
 as the raven gained his composure, aware of the fact the affect of the substances had worn off a prior two hours ago as he spent his time driving around mindlessly after his friends had decided to hitch a ride in Erwin's white sedan. 
   Mindlessly the raven climbed out of the car, surrendering his sleeved arms into the air where they could be seen, 
  the officer's metal plated tag read 'Meyer',  as his gaze seemed as if scanning the raven, 
''You could rest you're arms, i just need to ask some questions and you're licensed registration, please.'', the man griped a small handbook in his hand, as he started asking the following questions like age, name, the ecetera, 
   ''now just show me the registration on you should be on you're way, i'm sure you're parents are worried'', 
 my eye twitched in irritation at the last couple of words, wordlessly i searched for my registration in my leather wallet, 
   handing it to the uniformed male, i flinched slightly as his hand made contact with mine, 
the sudden urge to scratch my hand overwhelmed my mind, instead i tucked my hand into my pocket,
      the man hummed, handing it back as he tipped his hat and bid goodnight, 
sighing the raven started the ignition and stood in the seat silently, 
    this whole ordeal started after the brunette had kissed him, 
he was sober by then, but refused to believe he had enjoyed the engagement, 
  the raven wasn't one to deny what was true, but so effortlessly he had rushed out the door, leaving the brunette shocked as hurt, was written on his features. 
   The guilt and regret was plain as day, the raven felt as if strings were bound to the joints of his limbs, controlling him like a doll, 
   as if he were made to entertain, for a sole purpose, 
 a role in the world, where some could be something known, something great in other words, 
but that wasn't the case, after the fame rushes to someone's head, they forget why they started, and they begin to question  themselves, tossing themselves into a pit of never ending lament, not of loss, but of a maze of appendage, was they're sole purpose fated or by chance?
yes, a question he, himself hadn't found the answer to, 
like a formula that could be a solution, one could have made up to seem realistic, as one wouldn't dare question someone of brilliance, where you either plan or by all means go with the drift of which ever is the most realistic response that puts one's mind at ease, being blindly lead by hope. 
 
 the raven adjusted the rare view mirror, placing a foot on the gas petal of the vehicle, ready to pondering for the next sole hours of the nightfall, 
   pine-tress that were colored a viridesent olive green, the nightfall was a faint aquamarine, setting to a vivid image, of orange and yellow, the sunset peered from the mountains whispering a rhythm of 'i bid you farewell', 
all had passed through the raven's vision which sent his body slack, and his mind black from any worries that were bound to come rushing back sooner or latter,
he wasn't Levi Ackermann at the moment, right now he was a mere individual with his mind set on the sore irises of the rays of light, the silhouette of the mountains reminded him of the rough edges,
   the vivid, live colors the personality, while the needles of the pine-trees were the soft, locks that smelt of lavender and rain, 
  the nightfall were the irises, 
   the world was his Eren Jaeger.
  He was hopelessly fond of the boy, he knew he would gradually became just a side character, apart from the near future, he would be described as the angry teenager who lived in regret, 
an image that would read on the stone, 
   'Levi Ackermann', death from addiction and raw repentance. 

       Before the raven knew he had changed his route to a certain brunette's, in need of an embrace, and in need of utter forgiveness,
was he ready to face those irises of pity?,
   no, was he prepared to be seen as utter hopelessness, and be sent on his way of rejection, probably that was what he had yearned from the very beginning instead of a possible futile future, 
one thing he was sure of is, he was willing to find his purpose.
    Mindlessly biting his piercings that were strewn on his thin, lips, 
he stood situated in front of the oak, door, debating on leaving and forgetting that he was ever here, or facing the truth, 
he didn't trust the brunette in any shape or form, but they're was something constantly nagging, to come clean to the raven, that this couldn't go on forever, in which the raven dared to bet on it. 
  taking a deep breathe, the raven raised a clenched fist and knocked on the door,
mentally noting to disinfect his hand later, 
 after no response the raven knocked a few more times until a groan heard from the other side, 
'Coming, Coming', 
   the raven bite his lip, preparing to change his mind and run to the unlocked Honda that was a mere few feet away, 
   the chain rattled as the door unlocked, revealing a disheveled brunette, 
the brunette wore black sweatpants that hung under his navel, with a wrinkled, hoodie slightly hanging from his tan shoulder, 
  as tired oceanic irises met gunmetal orbs, the brunette's eyes widen in shocked, 
''Levi?'', his plump, pink lips whispered out, his expression shifted into one of anger and hurt, as he went to shut the oak, door, 
the raven placed his hand on the oak, door to keep it from shutting,
 ''Eren, wait.'', the Raven exasperated in hopes of the brunette listening to what the raven had to say, 
''What Levi?, what could you possibly want from me, at three in the morning?'', the brunette spoke, as his voice wavered, possibly to hide his emotions, 
his irises overwhelmed with a glossiness before the streams of salty, tears ran down his face,
  the raven stood shocked before his expression went back to unchanging,
  without much thought he brought a pale, hand to the brunette's cheek and wiped the tears away, 
he hesitated as the brunette gazed at him with curiosity, those innocent orbs shone with hope, 
''Look, Eren, i apologize with what i did earlier, it wasn't right to just leave you there without an explanation, i'm sorry.'', the raven intently focused on the blank, spot besides the brunette's head,
  ''why'd you do it, Levi?'', the brunette questioned as he bit his lip, rubbing his eyes with a clenched fist, 
 ''I don't,'', he hesitated, unable to find the correct words, ''i don't, know.''
at it was true, the raven was confused himself, he hadn't experienced any form of affection ever since his mother had abandoned him, 
   he was taught from an early age,
not to trust, not to depend on others, and push others away before they could push you, 
he was as lost as he seemed to be, without the words to express himself, he was afraid nearly of the fact of exposing his weakness, before they could grasp it and take advantage of it. 
"Eren i have something to say, and i understand if you hate me for it, i would to, i have been struggling from it for the past years, and i'm surprised I'm not laying dead in a ditch by now, but i'm addi-',
''get out.'', the brunette pushed the raven's clothed chest, as the raven stood dumbfound at loss for words, 
''Don't make me repeat myself, get out until you find a reasonable explanation, whatever you have to say can't explain why you decided to treat me the way you have, what have i done to deserve this?, nothing.'',
  the brunette held his ground, as he held a harsh gaze directed to the lost raven situated in front of his eyes, 
 ''Is that what you really want?.'', the raven held a piercing gaze, causing shivers to run down the brunette's spine, 
"It is.'', the brunette spoke determined, as the raven wordlessly tucked his hands in his pockets and trudged towards the Honda, 
leaving the brunette's whole faced to crumble as soon as the door closed.