No fucking way!?

My own Sebastian

I'm not really sure what happened after I took that thing out my neck....am I insane?! What normal person does that?? And in front of those so called hero's!!! Man I really am crazy

I dont know how long I slept for since when woke up it was dark out.

"2:30 am" the alarm read. Sighing I got up and walked to the bathroom, my throat was killing me. Was I that thirsty?

When I splashed the cold water on my face; which felt amazing; I looked up at my reflection. The only light i was getting was from the moon and even with that little bit of light I was able to see as clear as day.

My face and neck was covered in bruises and scars that ran as long as 3 inches...permanent marks scattered along by face.

Was this how I looked?! Is that s why they all looked at me so weirdly?!

I felt my hands reach my face, I felt the pressure and tingle sensation when my fingers made contact but that cant be me. I cant imagine whats the rest of my body looked like. And frankly I dont want to find out.

I let out a shaky breath to try and calm myself down.

"That is indeed how you look my dear, but dont worry you are still as lovely as ever~" a deep husky voice spoke behind me.

I turned around as quickly as I can, only to be seen with a dark shadow. The moon light didnt even penetrate through whatever that is. Now thats scary 

"Dont be frightened my dear, I am only here to assist with your true desires" The shadow spoke again.

"M-My true desires.." My voice was killing me but i was able to make out those words

"Yes~ What is it you truly desire? I'll make sure that it will be fulfilled" The voice had a hint of amusement. Why? Was he enjoying this?

It took me a moment to actually think about what i desire; it was on the spot and i havent thought about it really.

"Well I dont know who I am.." I said out loud

I heard the voice chuckle "We can start from there~ We can form a contract right now. However there is a price"

"Of course there has to be" I mumbled

"Haha indeed. In exchanged for my services and loyalty i will have your soul once the contract will be fulfilled" He said.

For some reason hearing that someone wants my soul sounds scary as fuck...but I dont have anyone else and I cant do this on my own...

"Fine. But you have to stay loyal to me and only me." I demanded more strongly; even though I was a little nervous, I hope he didnt catch that

I saw a hand reach out from the shadows, it wasnt a human hand that much i can tell, but I shook it anyway. The grip was strong and firm; I felt a small tingle when he shook my hand. The shadow soon started to clear as the moon stated to brighten up the room.

I stared at the tall figure that was now in my room. He was pale with long black hair that reach just below his eyes. A firm jaw line and bright crimson eyes. My eyes trailed down his form; he looked skinny but I can tell he was extremely built. He was about almost 7 feet tall?!

"I took on a form that I believe my master would like." He fixed his suit while walking closer to me, when he was only about a feet away he went down on his knee and held my hand.

A blush formed on my face but all I could do was stare. "What should my name be?" He looked at me with a grin on his face

"S-Sebastian" I spoke.

He placed a kiss on-top of my hand, "I, Sebatsian, am at your service my mistress~" his voice sent chills down my spine.

But without me knowing I felt a sharp pain in my left eye. My free hand went to cover the area, I rubbed it thinking that something was inside but it went away. When I pulled back I saw blood was all over my palm.

I looked at Sebastian; all he did was take out a little rag and cleaned my hand like it was nothing!

"That is our contract symbol; the more visible it is the stronger our contract wall be." He straightened himself.

"My my isnt he just dashing!" The voice spoke in my head. I gasped when I heard him

"Y-You?! What is this?!" I spoke out loud. Sebastian looked at me oddly;

"Tell him Mr. Voice is the key to everything. Pumpkin I have to go for a while but I know you are in good hands!! Bye-bye!"

All I did was stare into nothingness "WHAT?!" I yelled "Get back here Mr. Voice theres a lot of explaining to do!" Of course he wasnt going respond why would he!!

I grabbed my hair frantically as Sebastian came closer to try and calm me down. "Relax my mistress; who is this Mr. Voice?"

"He is this person I hear in my head ever since the other day. But I dont remember anything before hand which is a big part of the problem. And now he just said he is leaving?! All he said was to tell you 'Mr. Voice is the key to everything'" I let out a frustrated sigh.

What the hell is that supposed to mean anyway? What is it the key too? And it's just a little name I gave him since I didnt know his real one, so why does it seem like it holds a lot more power than its supposed too

At this point my head was spinning like crazy, too much just happened at once, Sebastian noticed and gently led me to my bed, he gently placed me down, he rubbed my head a few times until I closed my eyes.

"I will see you tomorrow my mistress~" He cooed and disappeared

'I hope i am not getting into anything too crazy...right'