Things Change(August Alsina Book)

He Out

DiamondPOV

i really cannot believe he's out out right now .i really can't like what da fuck. like wad df wass yall doing,how do you let somebody like him that done hurted a person physically and mentally where dey almost died  escape,like ion get it at all. now ik he out dere somewhere waiting for me to slip up.um scared for my life right now and my baby's life and august life knowing erick ik he gon try something and everything and um not going for it naww not dis time like i said before um not going down without a fight.i just pray he dont harm anybody.i just wish i never met him at da bar that night ,i wish i wud of went to a hotel or some and came back to august the next day you kno or some like that,i wish i never fucked him,i wish i never sed i love you to him,i wish he neva hit me,i wish he neva killed my baby boy,i wish alot of things,i just wish ya kno(tears)i mean is it my fault

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..did i put my family in jeopardy of a life.all these thoughts running through my mind like ion even kno wad to do its just basically protect my family on my mind and to make it worst

after everybody left i stayed on the couch thinking about everything that just happen and thinking about da outcomes det gon come with da situation and the events thats gonna occur budd i was irrupted by august leaning on the wall.

"wad you thinking about ma"august

said

"alot"i said shrugging

"alot like"august said

"everything to be honest"i said shrugging

"dont think about that ma"august said

"why not august"i said getting loud ah lil bit letting tears fall as august walked over to da couch and sat

"cus i got you baybeh,and i always will and imma always be hea fo my family too and da stressing you doing aint good for our baby either ma ight"august said wiping my tears

"i love you baby"i said hugging august looking into his eyes

"i love you too baybeh"as august grabbed my chin and pulled my lips to him as we kissed with passion

"uhhhh"i said as ah moan escaped my mouth as august added tongue.

"lay back"august said as he pulled down my pants.

"mhmm"i said closing my eyes

"um finna make you feel better ight" he said as he opened my legs wide as he pulled my panties to da side as he stuck one finger inside me den he stuck another finger inside

"ahhh" i said as i squeezed my hands on da couch as his fingers thrusts inside me as i felt my walls clutching

"um com.."i said as august slurped me up as i looked shock as fuck.he slurped me dry den he licked his fingers

"damm you taste good ma"august said diving inside me again putting my legs in da air and um like dis nigga NEVAA i mean NEVAaaa eat da box i meannn NEVAaa i meant NEVAAA(lllf) i must be dammm special for him to be sucking da sole out me right now i have too.!!

i started sliding back cus da feeling was feeling so damm good it wasss just sooo muchhh pleasure da way august was twirling his tongue around inside me it wass like you was eating ah big mac and shit and sipping sprite to wash it down with hell yaas,or ah rollercoaster ride with no seatbelt,um glad it wasn't erick who i was fucking cus it would of been a blunt with no drugs, a bath without hot water,cake without icing,candy without sugar,kool-aid with out a cup,ah massage without hands,a dog without a cat,a lighter without some to light it with,cover without a bed,a curtain without a window,dick without pussy,tv without a remote,lipgloss without lips,nails without polish,crayons without paper...........................................

................oh my bad budd yall get  wud um saying,

august pulled me back.

"you running ma" he said slurping me deep.i came without warning,,so i think he drowned  ah lil bit,Cus I got det wet wet

August got up and helped me up.he led me upstairs.we locked da door and went into the bathroom,august brushed his teeth and so did me he wanted to play splashing water and shit

"stop befo you get my hair wet boy"i said cus ion play bout my hair getting wet at all,black girls dont like getting dey hair wet if you didn't know, cus we gotta do too much to get it to stay like det for da whole day, we gotta use,grease, gel,hair products,we gotta straighten it,blow dry it out,get perms alll that so when we say stop playing we really do mean it.

"if i dont" he said splashing more water as i put on my two shower caps cus i be damm if he wet my hair

"you gon get dropped" i said taking off my clothes getting in da shower. then of course he got naked in da shower too.august turned on da water and we both jumped cus it was hot asf so he turned it down.he grabbed his rag and he started washing his face.

"august hand me da soap"i said pointing to it

"dis soap"August said picking it up dropping it.see he wanna be playful

"ughh can you get it"i asked him

"naww you good"he said laughing ,turning around.i watched him as he washed his chest as i slid da soap to da back where i was as i bent over fast asf budd August caught me.

"damm stay like that"august said getting behind me holding my waist

"boy stop playing" i said tryna get up

"arch it for me"august said

"nooo"i said laughing

"arch it"he said spreading my legs

"i dont wann....."i said as august slammed in me thrusting deep

"you dont wanna do what again"august asked hitting me hard asf on my ass.i couldn't say nun i was speechless as he stroked me.

"come on" August said getting out da shower.i followed behind as he stood waiting by the sink

"bend ova"he said as he grabbed his dick rubbing it up and down with his hands as i bent over, he slammed in me as i lost my position as he grabbed my waist.

"throw det ass back baybeh"he said as he started smacking my ass not so hard .i did as told and i started throwing it back on his deep thrusts that he was giving me

"awww shit"august said as my walls got tighter and i felt my climax coming

"aug..."i said and right on que august came and i did too.i stood up as my legs got weak and as i limped to da our bedroom as august grabbed me

"where you going"august asked me

"to sleep"i said

"naww ma"august said

"huh"i said

"Sit on my face"he said ............................

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