Part Of Me

Chapter 1

  When Wei Wuxian went missing for three months, Nie Huaisang felt his heart wrenched out of his chest. He spend every waking hours, barely slept everyday looking for the man that hold his heart. He cried onto his brother's shoulder almost everyday and the usually harsh and stern man pats his back with unusual softness and let him as he thought his little brother was bestfriend with Wei Wuxian.

  When Wei Wuxian came back, he barely hold himself from jumping into his arms, feeling the familiar warmth and his strong arms wrapped around his body. But he knows something was wrong, very wrong and when he finds out Wei Wuxian was practicing demonic ways, he tried to talked him out of it when he sneaked into his room and finally got to be alone with him.

"Wei-xiong, its harmful and I don't want to see you get hurt." He said in a sad and coaxing tone but what Wei Wuxian told him next shocked him to the core and he cried as he held his lover in his arms tightly, as if he let go, he would lose him.

Wei Wuxian had said, "Huaisang, I- I don't my golden core anymore. I gave it to Jiang Cheng." His voice quivered and he sounded so broken that Nie Huaisang felt his heart bleeds.

"Oh A-Xian. I'm here. I will always support you no matter what. But please, don't ever hide anything from me. I can't help you if you do. Promise me." He said while staring into Wei Wuxian's eyes, his silvery gray eyes glistening with tears as he nodded and Nie Huaisang kissed him, slow and sweet. Wei Wuxian melted into the kiss and sighed contently. But their little happiness was cut short when the  Sunshot Campaign happened and Wei Wuxian was pushed to the frontline while Nie Huaisang stayed behind and strategised their movements.

  Everyday, Wei Wuxian would came back to him, bloodied, covered in wounds and bruises and he would sneaked in and cleaned him while nagging angrily and it will took only one kiss to shut him up but didn't stop him from glaring at the grinning man laying seductively on the bed.

  Then Wei Wuxian was almost died in Wen Ruohan's hand and he could only watched from afar, heart beating erratically and tears flowing as he yelled and screaming for his lover but being held back by his disciples firmly.

"Wei Ying! A-Xian, please no!" He screamed desperately and then Jin Guangyao stabbed and killed Wen Ruohan, Wei Wuxian's face was white as he swayed dangerously on his feet. Nie Huaisang struggled again and this time, his disciples let him go and he rushed forward, desperate to held his lover in his arms. His eyes widened when Wei Wuxian fell, his arms shot out to Nie Huaisang, the same frantic and desperate look on his face but he was caught by another person, Lan Wangji.

  Wei Wuxian closed his eyes, waiting for the killing blow from Lan Wangji but a few seconds passed and he opened his eyes in confusions but was taken aback when he saw worried expression on the stoic man's face.

"Wei Ying, are you okay?" Voice soft and filled with worried. Wei Wuxian scrambled to stand but was held firmly by the man.

"A-Xian!" Nie Huaisang frantic voice reached him and he immediately pushed Lan Wangji away with all his might, standing up with his shaky feet and stumbled toward Nie Huaisang. He reached out to his lover and fell as his feet gave up, into the familiar warmth and the scent of plum blossoms and lavendar invaded his nose as his inhaled and buried his face into Nie Huaisang's neck.

"Huaisang.. A-Sang.." he called, voice thick with fears and tears. His body trembled as Nie Huaisang held onto him tightly as he could.

"I'm here, I'm here. You are safe now." He whispered as if he was trying to assured himself too and Wei Wuxian nodded before finally passing out. No one paid any attention to them as they were busy rounding uo the rest of the Wens army. They stayed like that, holding onto each other until Jiang Cheng's voice sounded, calling for Wei Wuxian and Nie Huaisang reluctantly pulled away and looked at Lan Wangji, who was staring at them with a pained expression and a hint of jealousy. Nie Huaisang begged him to kept their relationship a secret and Lan Wangji nodded before walking away with a flick of his sleeve.