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Alex's P.O.V

"Y-y/n?" My eyes widened, with tears ready to fall, as I saw her shooting a bright smile at some other guy. I couldn't quite see him, but he seemed to feel my presence, so he turned to see me. He looked at me in confusion, then gave me proud smirk.

He started to make out with y/n, right in front of me, and did stop staring at me. She was moaning, and praising him.

"Y-y/n..n-no.." I woke up in a cold sweat, and then remembered what happened last night.

"oh, yeah.. well our relationship was supposed to end one way or another- it's not like we were gonna get married..." I stretched, and tried to forget that horrid dream I had.

'Ugh, this sucks..what kind of corny and cliche story am I living?" I groaned.

I made myself some breakfast, and washed the dishes. I grabbed a hoodie, some sweatpants, turned on my computer, and sat down in my gaming chair. I started streaming, and watched as more people joined it, to watch me play. This was my usual routine, not so exciting really..

'My life was pretty boring, that was until y/n- ugh I got to stop thinking about her, or I'll never move on- i- I mean we weren't even in a relationship... fuck now I sound like a lunatic talking to myself...' I just focused on gaming, and after 5 hours had finally passed, I said goodbye to everyone and ended it.

Not even 3 minutes passed, and I got a call from one of my friends, and just a small fact about me, I hate calling. I thought it over, and realized there wasn't much to do, so I answered.
"Whaaat?" I said, in an annoyed tone.

"We were just- hey ! Change your attitude, you little bitch." He said in a playful tone.

"What do you need?" I said, clearly done with his shit.

"Wanna come over to hang out? C'mon you never come... please.. Please? PLEASE? PLEASE?! PLEASE !!!"

"Ok, fine just shut the fuck up, sheesh."

"Yay ! Ok, meet you at 7 in my place."

"Ugh.." I hung up, and tried to find something I could do.

~Several hours later~

The time finally arrived, and as I was leaving my room, I saw her with someone else. I closed my door as fast as I could, but left a small opening. He was a bit taller than her, but I was still taller than him. They were both laughing, and he was getting a bit touchy. I could feel my blood boiling, I glared at him..

"Tch, she really moved on already?! Fine, if that's how she wants to play, then so be it." She was clearly challenging me. (Not really)

They finally went inside her room, and I might've gotten curious so I put my ear against their door.
"Haha~ You're so cute !" I heard her giggle.

"Tch, so annoying." I walked away, and finally went to the parking lot, where my car was. I got in, and left.

"Alex !! What took you so long?" I heard my friend try to act aggressive, even though he was really bad at it.

"None of your buisness." I brushed him off.
'Now that I think of it, I guess you could say he was chihuahua. All bark, no bite' I snickered, and he shot me a confused looked.

We went inside his house, where more people were. I finally realized this was a party, and I was totally underdressed.
"Hey Alex, come here asshole!" I heard Daniel, my closest friend yell at me.
'Fuck, I forgot I sort of..ghosted him for a while' I gulped, as I walked over to him.

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