It All Began With A Game(Sequel to: The Love Game)

Don't Go

*The Next Day, Becky's P.o.v.*
I'm very worried about Austin. He hasn't come out of the room for hours, I know I'm grieving too. I love Alex like my very own brother, his mom is already planning the funeral. Rob was a mess after hearing that Alex had passed. I feel guilty, if it wasn't for Alex I would be dead by now and so would Max. It was really brave what Alex had done, I haven't stopped crying for hours now. I've had a headache since last night, I can't think straight, and I'm worried about Austin. He won't talk to me, I can't go into the room he locked himself in. I sniffled and stared at the blank boring wall. Max was asleep, I haven't ate for a few days and I do feel dizzy but I don't care. I deserve it, it's my fault Alex died. It should've been me, not him. I let more hot tears stream down my cheeks as I punched the wall with all my strength which is now a hole. My knuckles were throbbing but the pain in my chest was waay worse, I feel like a part of me just died with Alex.

I heard the door swing open, Michelle walks in and looks at me. She had red tired eyes as well,

"Becky.. can you please go talk to Austin?" She asks. I shake my head,

"I think it's better to leave him alone for a while."

"But Becky he needs you, you're the only one who can make him happy besides Max and I. He won't listen to me, he's not looking too well either.

"Who would look well after their bestfriend died? Look at all of us Michelle, look I'm sorry for saying that, I don't mean to be rude." I apologized. She nods her head.

"It's alright, you're right. I just hate seeing him upset. Please go talk to him." She pleaded.

"Okay, I'll try." I sighed. I got up from the bed and walked into the guest's room number 2. Yeah Michelle knows everything now, I told her. She came down as soon as she heard the news about Alex. She's using the guest room number 1. I knocked before I entered, I made my way to the bed and looked at Austin. He looked very tired, his shirt was sort of ripped and a bit soaked from his tears, a few of his veins popped out from his neck and hands, his eyes are red and puffy, his cheeks are still tear stained, his back was against the wall. He was sitting on the floor staring at the bed. My eyes didn't move from Austin as I sat down on the bed.

"Austin...?" I say. He didn't respond, his eyes were watery again. Tears spilled down his cheeks but yet he didn't move a muscle. My heart breaks seeing him like this, even though my heart is broken with Alex. I sighed and let a few tears slip down my cheeks, I quickly wiped them away and sniffled.

"Austin... please, talk to me." I said. He didn't respond again. I'm guessing he's mad at me. I nodded and looked down at my hands, I let more tears slip down thinking what would happen next. He would want a divorce... he would never want to see me nor Max ever again. I nodded once again and said,

"I'll just go pack then." I got up and started walking. I stopped when I heard a voice,

"What for?" Austin asks. I turn around and said,

"Well, I'm guessing you would never want to see me or Max ever again as ling as you live for what I had caused to happen." I said looking down at the ground.

"Why do think that?" He asked getting up walking over to me.

"Because you won't even look at me mor talk to me, so I just thought-"

"Becky, I need you. I need Max too, please don't go." He interrupted me. I was about to say something but his lips crashed into mine. Immediatly I kissed back. I didn't want to lead him on because I don't feel like going all the way right now. I pulled away after a few minutes.

"Austin, I love you, please I know you're hurting because of what happened. I hate seeing you like this, if I could go back in time I would have let them kill me instead of Alex." I said.

"No, if you did I would have been worse. He is my bestfriend but you're the love of my life. I can play video games with Alex but I can't kiss him like I kiss you. I can't go on dates with him like I can with you, I can't do many things with him that I cando with you. I love Alex like my brother and I appreciate what he did, I know he did it for you and Max and also for me, because he knew without you and Max, I would not have a family anymore. Alex knew what he did was the right thing to do. I am upset that he chose do take his life but then I thought it through.... he did it for us. That's how much he loves us and how much he doesn't want us to separate again." Austin said, he does have a point though.

"Alright, I just feel bad about all of this." I said.

"Alex wanted it to happen, not us." Austin said. I nodded and hugged him. Of course he hugged me back. We just stood there for a while hugging. After a few minutes I pulled away.

"Let's go eat, I'm hungry and I bet you are too." I said. He nodded quickly and grabbed my hand with is then pulled me to the kitchen. I laughed as I ran next to him. I'm glad to see him a bit happy atleast.

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