falls hope

chapter 7

Deidara

13 yeara.... 13 years ever since my life started to change, not for good though coz ever since than fateful day I force my self to lived this hell life.... I remember that day like its just happen yesterday..

(Flash back)

Mama was brought by papa in the hospital because she's about to give birth to my younger brother.. I was so excited! Finally I will get to see my little baby brother.

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Mama finally gave birth into my beautiful baby brother which confused me  seeing a blonde baby with blue eyes just like me but mama said his a boy but this baby just looks like a baby girl. "Mama why is he looks like a girl" she and papa laugh and papa said "deidara he is a boy but he just inherit your mother's face that's why he looks like a girl" papa explain when we heard a big explosion and people screaming. During that time papa is the current hokage when the nine tailed demon fox attack and destroy the village so he left us to stop the demon but unfortunately papa alone is not strong enough to stop the kyubi so mama along with me and my baby brother go for his rescue and with the help of mama they successfully sealed the fox deamon in my brother who is the only one capable of carrying him that time but our parents died. I cried and cried that day but I can't do anything because mama and papa are already dead when the shinobi came rescue. I was only 7 during that time so me and my brother brought to orphan. My brother being the jinjuricki of nine tails never lived a normal life and as his brother I ought to always be with him and protect him with all cost and I know that I can't do that if were going to stay at the orphan so as soon as I turn 13 and became genin I decided to leaved the orphan with naruto who is 6 years old at the time and rent a small and cheap apartment. We lived peacefully for a years except for the occasional beating and mistreat of people to naruto we lived fine and happy..... Not until I turn 17 and naruto is 10. I started to feel this unrighteous feelings towards Naruto and he having a feminine features didn't help at all. I started to have a wet dreams and get arouse on him and knowing that he is my brother and its wrong to feel this things for him is completely wrong so I decided to distance my self from my precious baby brother, beat him for no reason and make my self believed that I hate and despised him hell I even make him believed that I blamed him for loosing mama and papa even though I was well adware that its not his fault for the death of our parents but that was the only way to suppress this sinful desire of mine for him but when itachi try to hit on him.... I just can't contain the jealousy that I felt, just the idea of another man touching my precious naruto is enough loose all the control I have so that night while he was sleepiness I snuck on his room and do those things to him and now I can't stop my self from touching my little brother.

Naruto

We don't have a mission today just a training but I still wake up early so I can still cook a breakfast and launch for dei and clean the house before taking a bath brush my teeth and dress into a black sleeves and the usual fitted jeans and a shinobi shoes. At the time I'm done I still have a 20 mins before getting a punch from sakura for being late, its still enough time to make my self a 2 sandwich and eat before running in the traning ground 7 to meet my team.

When I reach there once again sasuke and sakura arrived early but I decided to sit farther from the 2 this time afraid to get punch from sakura again. But she walk towards me then asked "naruto why are you sitting too far don't you want to join us" sakura said while sasuke agreed with "hn" I just smile then said "I just don't want to disturb you" sasuke just look away then sakura look saddened 'whats the matter with this two, isn't this what they want' we just sit there quietly and wait for our 101 % sure late sensei.

Exactly 3 hours After the said time, sensei arrived with his unrealistic reason again so we just let him believed that we believed him

Kakashi

"Ok we will spar today 1 against 1 me vs sakura first then sasuke then naruto is that ok? Let's start!"

Sakura and I spar but within 5 minutes she's already lying on the ground so I proceed with the Uchiha aka 'emo duck'. He last more longer than the pinky and I can say his strong and have a potential but his getting full of himself always thinking his above all that would be the cause of fall of him. He last for 30 minutes before I finished the sparing with him opps 'I know what your thinking, how can a emo full of himself brat raven kid last half an hour through a sparring with a jounin who can perform a thousand jutsu right?' Well this is a test of ability not a battle ok if were going to have an actual battle he won't even last 5 minutes from me. The next and last is the blonde angel... 'Haahhh~~ were not even starting in spar I'm already getting guilty for hitting him but I can't give him a special treatment and I also need to test his ability and strength so I have no choice.

Before we start he just bow on me and flash a kind and humble smile and said "its a privilege to have a spar with you sensei" I was flabbergasted by his politeness but force to get serious when he perform a hand sign then there is a 4 bunshin that appeared beside him and we start to spar. This time my opponent last an hour and among the 3 of them I can say that he has the biggest potential and has a great strength but most of all his not annoying as the pinky and not so full of himself like the emo then he stand up and bow again "thank you sensei, I really did have a great time with you" once again I was astonish by him then he look up and smile and for unknown.... 'Fine okay not unknown.. I know exactly the reason' I blush on him but thanks to my mask I still hind my red like tomato face from revealing my secret crush to my blonde student.

"Okay were done for today so go bother someone. Jane!" Then I rush to sunshine back to my apartment trying to calm my heart that beat fast because of the blonde.