falls hope

chapter 4

Sasuke

I arrived at school earlier today I just sit silently on my sit enjoying the peacefulness as my classmates started to fill the room and the peacefulness shuttered when the 2 of my most loud and annoying fan girls arrived but I could careless about them. The time came and the ring of the bell was heard at the whole konoha academy indicating that its time to start the class and by that iruka sensei entered the room. He called out our names one by one and when it reaches the name of a certain blond he stop and scan the room and about to asked something when there's a knock on the door and there he was standing the blonde his looking for "good morning sensei.. Sorry I'm late, may i come in" the blond asked politely like he always do but this time its deferent he held no smile on his face, his beautiful cerulean blue eyes held no life and at the corner of his lips you can see a red bruised and a cut on his pink and plump lips he looks like he hadn't get a sleep and from the look if his eye  you could tell he cry and his wrapped in more clothes today he wear a dark blue turtle nect with a grey Cardigan and black skinny jeans and his usual white vans all and all from the look of it there's something happened.... 'but why should I care his just nothing but a looser and always late stupid dobe so I shouldn't waste my time worrying about him..... right?'

Naruto

I got late again this morning but i received no eraser  throw into me, i heard no shouts and detention from iruka sensei and when I got there no loud laughs from my classmates maybe because my mask crack today and I can't pull a fake smile that's why in the eyes of the others my attitude was alien but even I try to fake a smile, to force a laugh and to apologize I can't cause what happened last night is so much. I just lost my innocence in the early age of 12 and what was worse?.. It was from the hand of my brother... 'But what can I say? My life is fuck up'

I just sit on my place the whole time and listen to iruka sensei while he discuss the topic about how a 3 man squad should work and cooperate with their comrades because in mission you will entrust your life to them.... 'But how could I entrust my life to them if they would exactly what me to gone? Well its not that my life has a value right'.

The school hours has ended again, I collect my things and put them inside my bag and ready to go home when sensei call me "naruto may I have a word with you" I just nod and stay to listen on what his going say "you being a late is not new because your always saying you over slept that's why I didn't mind you but what is new is you coming to school with bruised face so tell me naruto did you got into flight?" He asked "ah yeah... kinda sensei... But its nothing its just a childish fight between me and my brother, he just got annoyed with you know what siblings like" I  answered and pull ah fake smile to pretend I was fine "ok I won't dig on it since you said it was a siblings fight but if there's anything you know even I always throw a eraser and shout on you I'm still your sensei and I'm hear to help you right?" "Of course sensei, thanks for your concern" and with that I walk again my journey to a hellhole call home 'if only you now sensei but I bet even you know its not like you'd care after all I'm just your stupid always late comer student and not worth it of your time'

As I said hellhole I just mean the house but I didn't expect Satan would be here right now 'oh yeah i remember you couldn't call hell a place if the devil himself are not there right.. So what should I expect'

When I see him our eyes met and the second I know he slam me on the wall and beat the hell out of me in... I don't know anymore I lost count of tract on how many times he already beat me ever since I remember, well I'm used on it right now actually I don't feel pain anymore my body is numb it like my brain force my body to got used to it because that's only what I can do.. To accept all the beatings and force my mind to shutdown so that I won't feel the pain of every blow, punch, kick and many more but even though my body is numb from beating my heart is not cause I feel like I'm being stab in thousand times in every hurtful words they giving me 'I wonder if I can force my heart to shut too'