One Step, New Life

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sorry i havent updated latley loves! but im back now so read on!!!!

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Bellenia pov.

I quickly put on some dark blue sinny jeans and a white t~shirt with my blue hunter rain boots and grabbed my black pea coat. as you can tell im leaving for good. Time for a new beggining, I just want to start my life over and maybe even love my life a bit more. My brother Karter Lamr decided that he would stay home and take over fathers business. Yup, my big brother grew up hes ready and is willing to live up to fahers exectations. Me on the other hand I dont know what i want to do with my life. All I now is i need to leave now. All my luggage are already in my brothers trunk and I quickly get in the grey mercedes he owns with him.

The car ride was dead silent as silent as the death, this cant be how i last see my brother. " Karter, i know your mad but its for the best. I just cant handle all of the sorrow. Im truly sorry. I will forever love you." I bravley but sadly breathed out. maybe i shouldnt have said that. What he hates me more now. What would i do with out him. My tornado thoughts was stop by a long speech from the heart. " Bellenia I dont hate, i never will. Yes i wish you would stay but its your decision. I love you too, mother would be proud of you. your getting on your own feet and staying a head of the game, thats al she could ever as for. Were all proud of you." . I just kissed my brothers cheek and weakly cried out thank you. Thats all I needed to hear.

When i arrived at the airport, i shared a heartloving hug with my brother and said my goodbyes. I got my luggages and went in the waiting aera for my plane arrival. While waiting I realised that i had completly forgot about having to go and have a roommate waiting for me. On the bright side th apartment was one of the niced apartments i've ever seen. All i know is my roomates name is Carley Baysher. hopefully shes not to crazy and maybe even nice. i know not to get my hopes up, being 18 and indepentent moving to new york city will be tough and i just i have be open to new things.

My flight is called and i get on the plane. Theres no turning back now. 'holy shit im going to the big apple, what the hell is wrong with me.' my subcontions takes over. what have i got into. oh wait it was my idea to start new, lets see what happens shall we?