⚜Omg I can't 😂😂😂😂.
⚜Ok so this is the chapter that mentions Self harm my bad on getting confused lol.
⚜Also a little lemon 🍋
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𝙄𝙯𝙪𝙠𝙪:
Kacchan knew what I was trying to say he's just trying to tease me I thought to myself as he sat on my stomach leaning over me with a huge smirk.
"Well?"
he asked trying to act as innocent as possible
I looked away from embarrassment.
"yes " I whispered
"Yes what? "
he asked a smirk still playing at his lips.
"Yes I want to-"
I stopped remembering my scars.
"No."
I mumbled as I felt panic grow in me.
But kachan didn't hear me he just continued to unzip his pants.
"NO! "
I Yelled at him pushing him off me I got up and started looking for my shirt.
𝙆𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣:
What the hell just happened he was somewhat enjoying what I was doing maybe not the teasing part but the rest he was.
"Deku wh-whats the matter."
He ignored me he just kept looking for his shirt.
"Where did you put my shirt kacchan?!"
I quickly grabbed his T-shirt from under me and acted as if I was going to hand it to him only for him to hold out his hand and me grab a hold of his wrist pulling him back to the bed.
"k-kacchan stop I told you I don't want to"-
"Yes alright I understand that and I'm not gonna force you, but I am gonna force you to tell me why you don't want to?".
"..... "
And before you answer if you say because you don't want to I swear to god Deku I'll snap your neck".
I threatened roughly I knew I shouldn't has said that last part but I wanted to make sure I hadn't hurt him durring our "fun".
𝙄𝙯𝙪𝙠𝙪:
I looked at him for a few minutes I was trying to come up with an accused but I couldn't think of anything.
I knew he wouldn't really snap my neck but I also knew he would try other things to get the answer out of me.
"F-fine"
I finally caved in studdering a little.
𝙆𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣:
I looked at Deku awaiting for an answer.
"B-because of my scars".
Deku replied looking away from me.
I looked at him in shocked.
"What's wrong with them?"
I asked confused I mean beside the fact that their there in the first place what else is wrong with them I thought to myself.
"There Ugly"
Deku said in a shameful voice.
"Ugly?"
I half questioned.
"Izuku".
I said giving him a remorse look.
I let go of his wrist and walked over to the end were his legs were, and sleepy grabbed ahold of his pants.
"May I?"
I asked him hoping he'd say yes.
" No"
He denied very clearly.
"Deku."
"Come on please I promise I won't do nothing sexual in anyway".
I said trying to convince him.
𝘱𝘴𝘢: 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 18+ things 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯s 𝘕𝘖 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘦. 𝘕𝘰 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘕𝘰. 𝘖𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵.
𝙄𝙯𝙪𝙠𝙪:
I didn't really care if he try to do anything sexual I just didn't want him to see my scars.
But he kept trying to convince me.
"F-Fine"
I agreed weakly.
𝙆𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣:
I did a half smile but as I went to unzip his pants I looked at him he had already started to cry.
Though I really wanted to see them to show him in some way, I didn't find them disgusting.
I also wanted him to be the one to let me see them willingly not forceful.
"Ok I won't look. "
I stated reassuring him."
he opened his emerald eyes in shock.
"you won't?"
he asked a little surprise.
"Yeah at least not till your ready for me to."
I said giving him a half smile.
After a few seconds of silence he broke it by saying.
"Ok".
"I'm ok with it if you look just please don't be disgusted.
A 360° smile appeared on my face as he slowly took his pants off, showing me his legs completely .
I looked at his scars some were deeper then others some were fading some weren't I looked at Deku who was coving up his face now.
Probably to scared to see me reaction.
I took a deep breath and mummbled.
"please don't be mad."
Taking my chances I slowly bend down and slowly kissed his scars one by one.
𝙄𝙯𝙪𝙠𝙪:
"Wh-What are you doing???"
I asked in shock trying to pull away from him.
"You promised me nothing se-"
I stopped all movements once I realized he was only kissing my.....scars.
After a few minutes kacchan lifted his head.
"Everything about you is beautiful even your scars though I'd prefer if you didn't do it anymore I won't force you to stop just can you talk to me about it first to see if I can make you feel better at all?"
Kacchan asked In a hopeful voice.
"Ok"
I responed giving him a half smile.
"I promise I'll stop EERR....at least I'll try to".
I promised giving him another half smile.
