journal

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Good evening self! here i am just making sure i write this week. I have a lot more to say a lot more bouncing around in my brain than stream of couseiousness rambling. I do! what holds me back? just myself. Always myself. Entries don't have to be purposely. Perfectly composed to be recorded in here! quite the opposite actually, this journal is for figuring that stuff out. Forming it's watching coherence come from watering more than a seed of an IDEA, a THOUGHT, a FEELING. why do i make things more confusing far myself in this way? life and learning are about the destination like an election is about a candidates "Politics". Bad analogy? rich the thing to take away from this is that this place (and also my bullet journal) and is about helping me  find my way not just recording my results.

okay then. That settles that... that will be my new mission: transperency of self with methods of self-reflection seriously. This is the place i come to f*ck up and get out all the grit.